~chapter seven~
the next day~
Pov Haru
I couldn't sleep the whole night.
There were many emotions spinning in my head.
Guilt, Pain, Embarrassment,... i couldn't even count all of them.
Luckily I had planned something which would distract me from this for at least today.
I would meet with Ilwoo.
I knew it also wasn't right from me to use him now as a suppression of my thoughts which rised around my head, like little paper planes.
Every single one labled with one of my bad decisions and failures I made.
I got up from my big gray couch and gripped after my phone which rested on top of the little glass table.
When I opened my eyes, I starred irritated on the screen, where a message from the blond haired was seen.
Little Dumpling:
Hi I'm sorry to tell you but I don't have time this Thursday. We can meet some other day. CU
Is this real? why would he... I felt like asking him for his sudden cancelation, but then thought it was better to let go of it.
After all, there was still a way out of the emotional chaos: Distracting myself with work.
After the meeting last week and making up plans with Ilwoo, I took myself a few days off.
In this time weren't any castings and therefore not that much to do for me.
The paper work I had for this week, I finished in a few overtime, which I took.
I went to my car.
Today was a balmy weather, so I was just wearing a white shirt and long beige pants.
The sun shone down at me and this whole feeling it gave, didn't really fit with my current mood.
My feet brushed the warm cement without really lifting.
I shuffled the few meters and when I got into my BMW, a new paper plane appeared in my mind.
Seriously? What is it now?
I demandingly shouted at my brain which seemed to have fun playing with my emotions.
How can it possibly be a bad idea to distract myself with some good old office work?
I took a deep breath, while starting the machine.
Pov Ari
Fuck it, I thought, tearing a photo apart.
My eyes were flushed and wet from hour-long criying sessions.
I felt like a piece of shit because of him.
Why did I even end up with this idiot?
I thought I could change him, becoming a better human.
But I was wrong.
The photo, showing both of us as happy couple, fell silently on the ground.
The alc from yesterday now revealed his bad site.
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