~chapter five~
Pov Ilwoo
I gazed up at my beige ceiling.
All the emotions I tried to hold in yesterday, now overcame me like a tide on a paper boat.
I got rolled over by them without further ado.
They felt like a strong grip around my neck, while cold sweat made it's way down my forhead.
I tried to get up but then noticed that my legs couldn't move, the bedsheets seemed to heavy and I was to weak.
I let out a short groan, "Really?" and let myself fall back in the mattress.
"Why can't I just have luck in my life, just for once?"
My hopefully asked demand got no attention.
From who should it?
"Haru Hyung isn't there, Ari probably also hasn't time today and,..."
I surched for a third person to add to my count.
But there was none.
No one I could imagine to care about me.
To care about such a failure and miscarriage.
A person who never can get things done right, a person who is, and will always be, depending on help from others.
After a few attempts I finally got up and exit my bedroom into my tiny but comfy kitchen.
At that moment my eyes fell on a picture, hanging on the wall, over the small wooden desk, I used to eat every day.
The picture made me smile a little and remembered at the good old times, when my mother was still there.
I couldn't recall every of my memories I had with her because I still at a very young age, when she left us.
My head sunk.
"I wish I have had more time with you."
My eyes turned teary and my vision blurred through them like the rest of my memories.
~many years ago~
Pov Author
"Mom, look, look!"
A very young boy was running to a kind looking woman in a blue sommer dress.
She wore a big straw head and picked the blond haired boy up from the ground, pulling him into a long and loving hug.
"What did you found sweety?"
Her long brown hair which seemed to have a kinda orange shimmer in the beams of the sun, was tied in a braid.
The boy opened his small hands reveilling a beautiful flower.
"Oh, you found a cherry blossom."
She smiled while tousle her child through the hair.
"You know what this means Ilwooya?"
She asked with an amuzed gaze.
"No, mom?" he replied a little confused, eyeing the pinkish blossom with great care.
The brown haired woman took the flower and watched her boy who was impatient about the answer.
"What does it mean mom?" he asked again this time his mother let out a small chuckle entertained from her sons behavior.
Then she started.
"A Ledgend says, catching a falling cherry blossom makes your first love come true."
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Epiphany (BL)
RomanceIlwoo had waited his whole life for this moment and could hardly stop it. But what he saw kept him from his plan. A kiss that shattered his world and stole his hopes. He decides to clarify. In his head and in his heart. But whether he can resis...
