Epiphany (BL)

Trying to help You

~chapter forty~

POV Haru

"And then ... then I was mad ... but not on you but somehow on myself. I thought I wasn't good enough ... and then I started to drink ... and then I was confused ... but I didn't kiss him ... but still ... I ..."

I interrupted his rapping like explanation and looked into the reddened doe eyes.

His other words ended in my mouth and merged into the incomprehensible with a slight groan.

I wasn't mad at him.

After all, it hadn't come as far as initially suspected.

On the other hand, I was partly to blame.

I should have been there for him and shouldn't have been distracted by others.

I didn't care what other people thought or said about me.

But hearing these dirty words from this guy's mouth, who spoke about my boyfriend, just made me realize how much I wanted to protect this little innocent soul.

Ilwoo was my everything, my hearts delight, the only one I could have ever dreamed of.

I gently let go from the kiss, pulling him with my hands into my arm.

"I love you Ilwoo. And I'm sorry. It was also my fault. "

Small hands clung to my neck with the remaining strength, never want to let go.

"Thank you."

A short moment of silence among us.

Only the hustle and bustle, which has become a little quieter because many have already left, remained.

It was already late at night.

The day went off for me without a sense of time.

"Can we maybe go home?"

Quietly and shyly, the question was addressed to my ear.

I nodded briefly and helped the blonde out of the armchair.

Still staggering a little, he grabbed himself again and took a few steps.

"Should I carry you better babe?"

"No, go on."

I could have bet on what was happening now.

Ilwoo lost his balance.

How much had he drank please?

I didn't know him that way.

In general, the blonde was one of those who never drank anything and then very little.

The small figure did not tip over and caught the door at the last moment.

But for me it was clearly a sign to let my offer from before come true.