~chapter forty two~
POV Ilwoo
„I want this Darling!"
I was afraid by saying that.
But this was not the time to feel that way.
I wanted more.
I had to overcome this damn fear.
I wanted to feel his strong hands all over my petite body I wanted... I wanted to feel them inside of me.
My small hand reached out cautiously but with a bit of pressure on his cock.
Rapid throbbing penetrated the black cotton fabric to my palm.
He groaned, rolling his eyes.
A deep dark moan escaped his beautiful lips.
An inward smirk was repeated from my side, not moving a single finger.
Somehow I enjoyed the feeling of teasing him a little.
A real cramped and dissatisfied look lay on me and seemed to want to bury me under it.
"Ilwoo...please..."
"Please what?"
I felt so strong and brave, not being the shy person I used to be.
Because Hyung liked what I was doing and this gave me new confidence.
"Stop teasing me babe. Please."
The otherwise so dominant eyes stared imploringly into my soul.
Still no movement.
Suddenly I felt pressure behind my neck, pulling me down.
It stopped inches from a beautiful angular shaped face and I stared straight into two dark, demanding eyes.
My stomach was right on top of his erection and I could feel the warmth radiating from his entire body.
The pulse that was as high as if he had just run a marathon and the gravity that, in addition to his contribution, only magically pulled me even deeper.
"I want you to suck me off!"
My cheeks flushed.
My heart literally jumped out of my chest on a parachute that didn't seem to work.
I lifted myself up from the other, getting me out of the grip, turning my head away.
An eyebrow was raised.
"What is it babe? Suddenly shy again?"
The half drawn curtains left me no distraction by gazing outside.
And the dark room had found its only source of light in the kitchen lamp, which still shone faintly through the passage in the wall.
I wanted to prove it to him, wanted to make him feel how shy I was.
Confident and with the grin back on my full lips, I turned back to him.
The boxer shorts were torn down in no time and freed his length.
The brown in my eyes literally disappeared and was swallowed up by the enlarged pupil.
Really? Only now my mind realized that I had never done this before?
I had never given a blowjob let alone had a partner.
Books and movies about boylove were my best friend.
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Epiphany (BL)
RomanceIlwoo had waited his whole life for this moment and could hardly stop it. But what he saw kept him from his plan. A kiss that shattered his world and stole his hopes. He decides to clarify. In his head and in his heart. But whether he can resis...
