Cheat and Anger

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~chapter ten~

Short note

Hi guys, before I start I would like to say that this chapter includes cussing and swear words. So please be cautious, if your not comfortable with it.

Anyways, have fun reading(:

~short time skip~

Pov Ilwoo

"Bing." I looked at my phone.

Haru Hyung ♡:
Hey Ilwoo, I finished my work for now. I'll be home in 10 min. Are you sure you don't want me to pick you up and hang out a bit?

It was a message from the brown haired.

To be honest, I was kinda waiting for it the whole time.

But at this moment, my eyes focused the screen and I got nervous, my small fingers started digging in the thinn fabric of my white shirt.

I knew the time had come, now or never.

Flowing through with this thought, I finally set off after getting my jacket and apartment key.

~few minutes later~

Standing in front of this big house, I felt small.

Haru's car was already parked and my gaze fell on the two windows which were sending out light.

They seemed like two eyes watching me curiously.

I gathered all my courage and entered the property.

As soon as soon the bell rung, the door with the big brass knob opened, behind it the elder with his black pyjama on.

"Hi Ilwoo, come in. I brought some food on the way home, from the convenience store you like. You can't even imagine how happy I am that you came after all."

His face reflected kindness and appreciation and I knew this would make the whole thing much more difficult then I intended it to be.

Okay Ilwoo, breath...I clenched my jaw and looked up at him, my eyes didn't met his and I tried to starr at the picture on the wall right behind the male.

Damnit are you serious?

I thought while starring at myself in the picture trapped in a group hug of three.

You really want to make this difficult huh? My mind kept talking.

Suddenly I felt pure anger and didn't even know who it was aimed at.

Why had he be so caring? Why does he always give me hope? And why can't I just tell him...

"Hyung!"

He eyed me, recognizing that something was odd in my voice.

I was still standing outside and showed no signs of getting in this castle like building.

"Ilwoo, is everything okay? Come in and then we can talk. You know I'm always there for you."

This was to much.

My face was contored with rage and I could feel my heart pounding in my temple.

"Stop it. Stop this shit. Stop caring for me."

My breath got uneasy and my shirt collar was dripping wet from falling tears.

I still refused the eye contact, but I could feel his shock and disbeliefe.

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