It's 1 am at night but I still can't fall asleep. After I came back from Phi' Boun's room . I can't stop thinking about..........I don't know what it is that is wondering in my mind ,is it because I am moved by what he did for me or it's just.........him . I know what I should do to feel at ease. Painting is the only thing I can think of doing when I am feeling restless.
With every brush stroke, I am creating the picture that is captured in my mind. And this is all I could make 'Phi' Boun playing guitar'.
His glowing face in the dim light, his glistening eyes , the smile on his lips while he was singing. I can't ever forget that moment.
Next morning, I heard a knock on my door. I am still half asleep because I couldn't get enough sleep at night. Just as I open the door I shut it close immediately. It's Phi' Boun. I forgot to hide the painting I made of Phi' Boun. I'll be embarrassed if he sees it. I hide it in the closet then as soon as I opened the door again, he asked looking confused "Prem, are you okay? What happened? ". "Nothing Phi', I just woke up and my.............. Room was kind of messy so.... ". " God, I thought I did something wrong that you shut the door on my face"."oh.......... I am sorry " I smiled awkwardly. I was about to be exposed. Exposed? No, I don't think he would mind seeing a painting of him in my room, I think so, but no............... "Prem, if you are done daydreaming, go brush your teeth". Oh no, I am acting like an idiot right now . He might think I'm a weirdo.
It's almost winter. Our faculty organized two days trip to a forest. We are in the bus , on the way to our destination. I really love these kind of places where I can breath in the fresh air. I am sitting in between Fluke and Sammy. Phi' Boun is in another bus. I know we'll have a lot of fun there.
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FanfictionPrem first met Boun when he was 15. They became friends. They live in different cities though. Years later Boun decides to study in Bangkok, where Prem lives. Things might change, friendship might change, new feelings might develop or the old ones...
