PRESENT TIME
Prem said he likes me. I didn't hear it wrong, did I?. I pinched myself. It's real, I'm not dreaming. But wait.........
That's when realization hit me. Prem ran away, crying. He thinks that I hate him. I have to have a talk with him . I ran to his floor.
I knocked on his door and shouted his name. "Prem, please open the door". I waited there for a while then tried to call him. He didn't answer, I got a text instead. Prem texted 'Please leave me alone for now. Please go'. No, this can't be happening. He is crying.......... because of me, and I can't even be with him . I can't do anything right now. It hurts to leave him like this, even for a second. But I have to go, he wants me to go. I will tell him everything eye-to-eye tomorrow.
I came back to my room. My head is flooding with thoughts about him. The night passed by.
It's 5 am in the morning, I didn't sleep all night. I don't remember when did I fall asleep. I woke up and looked at the clock. I fell asleep in the morning. There's only half an hour left before we go to uni. I ran to the bathroom to get ready.
I am at his door, but it's locked. He has gone, without me. He overthinks too much, it scares me.
I saw a glimpse of him in the afternoon. He didn't come to canteen today for lunch and we didn't have breakfast either.
He is going home. I ran to catch up to him. "Prem" I shouted. He turned to my direction. I ran up to him. "Before you say anything, listen to me first" I said. "Meet me right after we go back". He is hesitant and looking down" Phi'........ I have to go to library today with Sammy and Fluke and I will be back after having dinner with them........ And you don't have to meet me............. I already know what you are going to say.. ". " No you don't know anything and...... Please don't think that I hate you"I love you, I think in my mind. "Then, let's meet on the rooftop after you come back, I'll already be there".
He looks down after last night. It's not that I only have to confess, but I have to make him smile again. I know exactly what I can do to make him smile.
I am waiting here for him, from almost an hour. And here he comes. Now that the time has come, I am feeling nervous. My heart is beating faster with his every step towards me.
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FanfictionPrem first met Boun when he was 15. They became friends. They live in different cities though. Years later Boun decides to study in Bangkok, where Prem lives. Things might change, friendship might change, new feelings might develop or the old ones...
