Alphas Choice

T H I R T Y - S E V E N

Dr. Ravings looked up at me, and I smiled at him to start. I was trying not to look scared, and he must have believed the look I gave as he returned the smile warmly to me. He adjusted the little light and grabbed his speculum.

"Alright, I'm going to begin now." He slowly inserted it in, and the pain was unbelievable, my muscled clenched which made it worse. I tried relaxing and dug my hands into the side of the exam table. "It looks like there is some small tears in the vaginal wall which is causing some of the bleeding but it seems there is more bleeding further in, bare with me while I look, I know this is uncomfortable."

He slid it in further and opened it up. I clamped my hand over my mouth as a groan forced it way out. He looked up, but I just waved my hand for him to keep going. He pulled a pen light out of his coat pocket and lowered his stool so he could get a better look at what was going on.

"It seems most of your pain and bleeding are coming from your cervix. It looks quite bruised. You are going to have some major discomfort for most of the day, I would guess, and some lingering tightness for a day or two. The tearing is minimal and will be healed up soon, and the outer bruising, I can't see it taking too long to heal. All in all, it's just a lot of painful bruising from some rough playtime." He winked and smiled.

Gabriel growled, and I saw him scoff and look like he was about to say something stupid, like confess to the doctor, what actually happened....so I spoke up to cut him off.

"Thank you, doctor. We will make sure to be more careful." I smiled at him.

"You will be quite sore, so take it easy today, I suggest a hot bath once the bleeding has stopped, and I can send you with some pain medication for today as well. I would also advise no intercourse until the swelling and bruising subsides." He smiled at us both standing. He went and fiddled around in a cupboard and came back holding a needle. "This is a pretty strong pain relief injection, so you may feel a bit woozy for a couple hours, but this should last you for the day."

He gave me the injection, asked if I had any other questions, and when I didn't, he wished us well and left.

"Why did you do that?" Gabriel asked slowly.

"Do what? Get examined? I just was a bit worried about the bleeding..." I replied a bit confused.

"No, why did you let him joke about what I did to you? It wasn't rough playtime. I forced myself on you, and now you are in enough pain that you can hardly walk, and he gave you a needle." He said with anger in his voice.

"I'm not sure what would have been gained from that... It is fine Gabriel, please just leave it alone."

I sighed as I climbed off the table and grabbed my clothes. The pain meds were already starting to work. I wasn't sure what I wanted to do today, it was only 10:00. I knew I wasn't going to be up for anything too physical.

I'm not sure if it was the pain meds but I was suddenly starving, I knew breakfast would be cleared away and lunch isn't served until 1:30 so I would have to make some thing myself. I turned and marched towards the door, feeling slightly off balanced, I think that injection made me a little high. I giggled.

"That's a sound I didn't think I would get to hear for a while." Gabriel said softly. "But are you okay?" He looked concerned as I held the doorframe for support and the room spun a little, I felt drunk, goddess what was in that needle...

"I think that needle made me loopy, I feel loopy, I feel drunk." I said, turning my head to look at him, his eyebrows raised, and a small smile was on his lips.

I turned back to what I was doing and started walking down the hall towards the kitchen, trailing my hand along the wall for support. I was thankful Lizzie wasn't sitting at the front desk when I left, so I could not worry about being seen like this. I decided to walk outside to get to the kitchen instead of through the castle but didn't take into consideration how easily I would be sidetracked. First, the grass on my bare feet tickled my toes, and I giggled again.