Innocent's Seductress (4th Gen #17)

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But my mother saw what I did because she was in the Palace at that moment. Hindi siya nakapagsalita sa gulat, nanatili itong tahimik.

"Can I have the book, Heilan?" Her mother asked carefully after sighing.

Dahan-dahan kong inabot 'yon sa kanya. Tinanggap niya iyon at binuklat sa huling pahina. I was scared that she'll remove Ckim's name. I work smart for that, I don't want my effort go waste.

"Vera's daughter?" Tanong nito sa kanya.

Hindi siya umimik.

My mother sighed again and close the book.

"I don't want the elders to punish you, Heilan. So forget that this happen." Seryosong saad ng ina.

That's why on my birthday when I bring Ckim as my date, my mother is quite, observing the both of us. She knew that her son might probably do something to make Ckim agree as my date. My mom look at me as obsessed over Ckim that's why she's carefully observing Ckim. Obsession is not a good thing.

And Ckim's mom, who thought she's leading the game. She was wrong because I was. Alam ko ang takbo ng utak ni Vera. The more I pretend that I don't like Ckim the more she'll push me to her daughter and be mad if I try to get away from Ckim. I just smirked in victory as I spent time with Ckim without the problem that her mother might want her daughter home kasi sa todo pamimilit nito sa anak niya sa 'kin, halos patirahin na lang niya si Ckim sa bahay ko and that's my advantage.

Not until my father held my phone.

"I can explain." I said as I saw my father reading the conversation between me and Vera.

"Aren't you supposed to say that on Ckim?" My father said calmly.

"I will. Just...Just don't try go between us." He plead.

"What if I will? Mapipigilan mo ba ako kung iniisip ko lang ang kapakanan ni Ckim?"

"You don't know anything, Dad! Mali ang pagkakaintindi mo so stay off your hands on my business!" He burst out.

Bigla na lang akong kinabahan. I know my father can do something that I can't able to stop. He can even separate us! Fuck, no! Damn it. Hindi pwedeng makialam siya at baka magkagulo na lahat!

"You dare to shout at me. I won't let that pass." Malamig na sabi ng Daddy niya.

Damn!

"You can't tear us apart. She loves me." Mariing saad niya.

The ruthless Attorney smirked on me. That's the first time I felt scared of that dangerous smirked.

"I know. She loves you that she'll always put you first in everything. Paano kung sasabihin kong ikakasira mo lang ang pagsama niya sa 'yo? You think Ckim won't let you go?"

Fuck!

When Ckim called me to break up with me I know that he already talk to my Dad. Agad akong tumakbo palabas ng bar kaso may pumigil sa 'kin at kinuha pa ang cellphone ko.

That guy is familiar. Parang kilala niya kung sino, and he has doubt that it was Nick.

Ckim won't tell it to me even tho she knew the truth. Nagpatuloy siya sa pagpanggap na okay lang kami at hindi ko alam kung ipagpasalamat ko ba 'yon o ano.

What if she stayed because she loves me and she wanna fix us? Gusto ko siyang komprontahin, gusto kong magpaliwanag pero umiiwas siya.

Kitang-kita ko ang pagod sa mata niya, kitang-kita kong malapit na siyang sumuko but I ignored it because I think we can still fix it but in the end we broke up.

And I can't accept it. Mahal na mahal ko siya. I've already come to this far not just to let her go.

"You're mad at me." My father block my way as I went to our house.

Hindi ako umimik pero napatingin ako sa inabot niyang papeles.

"Tss. You're really a Benjamin, it took me a while to realized that because of your innocent façade. Nasira ko pa ang plano mo. Here's my peace offering."

Tinanggap ko 'yon at nagulat ng makita ang valid na marriage contract. Sabi ni Daddy pinirmahan daw ni Ckim iyon sa pag-aakalang kontrata iyon na lalayo ito sa akin pero marriage contract pala ang pinaperma ng Daddy ko kasi boto rin naman ito kay Ckim. Pa-epal lang talaga sa kwento namin.

Knowing that we're married it drive me to abduct her and make our forgotten past remembered.

But I scare her, making her runaway from me...

It was painful on my part. I know Ive hurt her, I caused her trauma but I just love Ckim.

Minahal lang naman kita bakit ganito?

Where did I go wrong? Am I too much? I just did everything for you, I live my life trying to be the ideal man that you like but this is what I got in return...pain.

I was gone for three weeks. I wasn't really gone but I'm just in the cabin waiting for her to realized that I'm just here in our love nest waiting for her to find me.

Pero magtatatlong linggo na wala pa rin!😠

Nakasimangot akong umalis sa cabin para makibalita kung nasaan ang asawa mo.

Kaso suntok ang bumungad sa 'kin ni Heazen.

"Ckim is gone, gago ka!" Galit na bulyaw ni Heazen sa kin.

Agad akong nanghina at napasinghap.

"S-she's dead?" I asked painfully.

Inis na naman akong sinapak nito.

"Bobo, nawawala! Hanapin mo, hindi namin mahanap!" Bulyaw ni Heazen at iniwan siya.

Damn.

It took me a week to find her, only to find out that she's on wet market.

I don't know what to feel. 'Yong reyna ko, puno na ng pawis, namamayat, maputla at makaluma ang damit.

I was mad at myself, kasi kasalanan ko kung bakit siya nandyan. Kung hindi siguro ako nagtampo o kung hindi ko siya natakot at nasaktan, she shouldn't be running away and force to live this lifestyle that she's not used to.

I talked to her again, I thought we were settled but she's gone na naman! This time mas nahirapan ako kasi pati na si Hinx ay humaharang na sa kanya sa paghahanap.

At hindi siya bobo para hindi malaman na nandoon ito sa London. For Hinx to be alert whenever hes trying to find Ckim, alam niyang may connection si Claudia n'on and Claudia's favorite country is London.

So I fly to London and my phone notified of Ckim's sudden FB live kasi naka-follow ako sa kanya.

After being cashier, online seller na naman? Tsk. How about being my housewife naman?

I caught her, I gave her the sweetest torture and having her begging on top of me for my mercy is just so...masarap anakan.

And I would never let her out of my sight. This is the end of the game, they will be the endgame.

Our love story is crazy. It wasn't made by destiny, it was written by us. It wasn't one sided, but both are crazily inlove with each other.

I didn't let destiny and fate decide for us making our story unique. I manipulate everything to get the girl that I want and on her point of view she seduced me to have me all by herself.

She's my seductress, she was born to be seductive while I pretend to be innocent. But like what they say, pretend 'til you make it. I pretend that I was innocent, and I didn't realized that I become it. The innocence I showed her was real. I thought I was never really an innocent, I was just me assuming that I wasn't.

But I maybe naive or pretender, saint or evil, kind or manipulative but I'm always the innocent Heilan that the seductive Ckim loves.

The weak yet the strongest, the best yet the worst,

Heilan Drixian Benjamin signing off...

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