I'm in love /Q.G/ part 2 (:

We found you

November 2nd~~
Avery's pov

Me: happy birthday babe
He rose from the room
With a terrible smile
Well a not smile
A numb face
I smiled at him
Me: your 21 babe

I moved closer with the little cupcake and the big 2 1 candles on it

Why am I the one to make things better
It's just who I am
I guess
I miss her too
They gotta find her
It's been four months without her

I know he's struggling and he regrets all the times he truly did treat her like shit

He loved her she was just a helicopter parent but really she did helicopter more of the younger kids more then the older ones but she had radiating love for each of them
He looked at me with a blank feeling in his eyes
Me: please Arden make a wish it's your birthday
Arden: I know
He looked around my face and at the cup cake
He closed his eyes and blew it out
Me: thank you
Arden: mhm
Me: what'd you wish for
I asked pulling the candles out and licking the icing off the bottom
Me:hm?
He walked around the counter getting something to drink
Arden:'doesn't that make it not come true? Because I need this to come true really really bad
Me: I won't tell anyone you told me
I smiled a little
Arden: I wished that I'll have you forever and ever and ever til we die

Me: lucky for you I can make that one come true

Arden: great
Me: I did not think that would've been your wish
Arden: well it is, because I'd rather loose everyone in my life 10 times before loosing you and thank you for doing all this shit since she's ya know it means a lot ave thank you I know it's hurting you too
Me: it is I miss her too but there gonna find her I know it
Arden: I hope so
Me: soooo we have to do something for your birthday Arden not just a little cupcake
I licked my finger covered in icing
And split the cupcake in half
He held his mouth open and I dropped his half in
And ate my half
Me: happy birthday
Arden: thank you
Me: we could get dinner or something you can drink in restaurants now
Arden: yeah we can

We haven't had sex in 4 months

And I don't know if he cares or not if he's thinking about that

Me: I can make pancakes we can do anything you want

Arden: pancakes sound good we can get dinner tonight

Me: mkay
I got the pancake mix put and mixed up two pancakes for him and two for me
And a little one for Winn
Putting a pancake on a plate for her on the floor
And she ate it up
We went and ate together
Me: so your little basketball friends don't wanna do anything for your birthday
Arden: my little basketball friends?
Me: your teammates or whatever you know
Arden: they did wanna do something but I said no
Me: what why
Arden: cause I'd rather be here and with you then getting drunk cause I'm legal for what?

Me: it's a big deal a you should go out with them
Arden: and what would you do

Me: I'll stay here or I'll go with you?
Me: I could go with you we could actually have fun together
Arden: it's fine
Me: Arden just cause you know she's not okay doesn't mean we can the happy and have fun your 21

Arden: I know that it's not that important it's just a birthday I'll be able to drink everyday after this so what's the point

Me: to have fun we're going
I ran to the bedroom grabbing his phone off the nightstand and opening it as my face registered it to open

Arden: I don't wanna go ave
Me: please go for me
I begged
Arden: fine if you wanna go that bad we'll go

Me: great cause gonna dress up cute and we're gonna go out and get drunk
Arden: when have you ever been drunk
Me: sterling made me go to a party senior year and I got very drunk
Arden; mm yeah I remember you called me and tried to have sex over the phone
Me: I might have yeah
Arden: no you definitely did it was funny as hell
Me: well moving on
Arden: moving on you aren't legal yet
Me: well you can get drinks for me don't be a butt that's why I'm dating you cause your old
Arden: mhm
Me: I finally get to meet your teammates cause you wouldn't let me last year
Arden: well a lot of them were single then
Me: oh my gosh tell me now I'm a bad girlfriend Arden
Arden: why
Me: 10 days is our 4 years
Arden: awe yeah
Arden: aw shit that's like forever fuck
Me: Ardennn I almost forgot that that's fucking huge
Arden: it is damn are we sure it's 4 years
Me: yeah cause I'm 19 in February and we started dating when I was turning 15
Arden: well damn
Me: did you forget
Arden: no I know it's the 13th I just didn't think it's been four years it sounds crazy
Me: but it's cute babe
Arden: so when's the wedding
Me: at 8 years
Arden: mm too long