I'm in love /Q.G/ part 2 (:

Dress shopping

July 26th
Harper is 2 years old isnt that insane like
Ahh
My baby
She's walking and talking
She says all sorts of words
Mama dada
Coco
Which is cocomelon
All her favorite shows she has little names for
Icky, is Mickey Mouse
And she says erling
For sterling
She's the cutest happiest baby
Chloe and quinton planned a little party for her second birthday
Meanwhile we're also all planning Sterlings wedding
Well she's like got her own plan we're just helping out
Today we're going wedding dress shopping
Me Chloe Brently and Arden
It's so cute Arden wanted to come
So cooper and q are watching Harper and Carson
She tried on so many dresses
Cause I think she has this look she wants specifically
She's having a spring wedding so it's a little different
Sterling: I hate it
Chloe: it looks good on you
Sterling: I don't like the lace though
Brently: I think you should not get that one
Sterling: Avery
Avery: you know what you want I don't think this is it
Sterling: kay
She went back changing into a new dress
Avery: I like the neck line on you
Sterling: yeah
Arden: that's cute
Chloe: mmm I don't think so
Sterling sighed and went back to change again for like the 13th time today
I got up and went back with her
Sterling: hm
Avery: would you try this one please it had the flowers you like
Sterling: I tried one just like this a minute ago
Avery: a little, but your mom likes this neck line on you and I do too I like the flowy and the train
Sterling: alright
I helped her get in it and the lady clamped her in
Sterling: I do like my boobs in this
Me: they do look good I agree
Sterling: does the back look good
Me: yeah it cuts down and shows some skin
Sterling: I like the flowers up here
Me: it looks beautiful on you s really
Sterling: I need to loose weight
Me: no you don't
Sterling: yes I still have baby fat he's gonna be two in February
Me: sterling your body looks great you don't have any baby fat your belly wasn't even big either your just having dysmorphia
Sterling: maybe
Me: you look great go show them
We both went out to them
Chloe: ohhh my gosh
Sterling: my stomach looks big
Chloe: sterling you look amazing
Arden: yeah it's nice
Brently: you look pretty sterling just get that one
Sterling: I don't know
Arden: oh my god sterling your not fat
He yelled
And she rolled her eyes

Chloe: you really aren't sterling you look great
Sterling: I don't know
She went back and changed into a new dress
Chloe: I like the other one seriously
Sterling: yeah but this one covers more
Chloe: yeah but you have nothing to hide sterling
She sighed going back to the dressing room
And Chloe followed
Sterlings pov

Chloe: what's goin on
Me: I'm a freaking blimp it's disgusting
Chloe: sterling you know you shouldn't talk about yourself like that or think it
Me : it's true so you also told me to not lie
Chloe: why do you think that
Me : cause I am my stomachs like loose and fat and ugly I hate it
Chloe: you know your beautiful with that too,
Me : yeah my face not my body
Chloe: I think you need to be confident in the skin you have you'll never get more, wether it has stretch marks or scars or fat it's all normal no one is supposed me flat stomach skinny, one you have a uterus and you had a baby which stretches your uterus
Me: it stretched my whole body
Chloe: no it didn't trust me your perfectly in shape sterling your 23
Me: yeah but I wish I lost more weight before all this
Chloe: let me see what problems you have with your body show me what you think is ugly
Me: all this
I showed the skin of my stomach that made me repulse myself
Chloe: you do know that's normal people have that people are fatter then that little bit of skin
Me: I know people are worse but I've never looked like that
Chloe: you should be confident you birthed a baby I've told you before what it does to your body but it's worth it, cooper loves you there's nothing wrong with your body
Me: yeah but look at him and look at me
Chloe: what about it
Me: he's like built like he had no fat on his body
Chloe: everyone has fat sterling
Me: I hate that on me
Chloe: I know I raised you differently then this
Me: I don't do bikini shoot's anymore or anything like that not by choice I don't get the jobs cause if that
Chloe: if it makes that big of a deal to you work out do something about it, don't starve yourself just do crunches ab workouts
Me: I just miss my body from before
Chloe: yea so does every mother in the world, and even so you have no one to prove to cooper loves you either way carson too and we're your family we have to love you
Me: yeah but
Chloe: but your so pretty sterling i promise I want you to think that about yourself I raised you better, so put that other dress on and be happy and confident
Whatever
I nodded and she helped me in the dress Avery pushed on me