I'm in love /Q.G/ part 2 (:

Finding out

September 8th

Harper is 2 months old
Eee
She is the most precious little angel
She can hear us cause she almost moves to her name

I came home from school
Walking into the kitchen
Seeing my husband shirtless
Love to see
But as he turned around he had her on his chest
Arden: oh hey your home
Me: I'm home
Arden: how was school
Me: good
Arden: what'd you learn
Me: I removed "wisdom teeth" 4 sets it was awesome
Arden: fake teeth right
Me: yeah fake teeth but still, how was your day
I put my bags on the counter
Arden: I did some Laundry and took the dishes out of our room and picked up all harpers dirty clothes, and I gave her a bottle and she pooped really bad like all over her clothes
Me: ew
Arden: yes ew, but she got a bath and she's all good
Me: and she ate
Arden: yes three bottles
Me: and she was good
Arden: cried a little played with some toys on that mat, took three naps and went through 4 changes of clothes

Me: she'll sleep all day but at night she's up
Arden: mhm, and I made food are you hungry
Me: oo yeah
Arden: someone else is hungry too
Harper started crying
Me: awe
Arden: hey if you go sit in the couch and feed her I'll get you a plate
Me: mkay
Arden: go to mommy
He handed me the Harper and I took her to the couch
Baby talkin with her and breast feeding her

Arden brought me a plate of like short pasta he made
Me: thanks
He sat beside me and held the bowl and I fed myself

Until sterling called just as Harper fell asleep
Me: hey
Sterling: hey
Me: how are you
Sterling: um scared i need your mommy advice for a sec
Me: um okay
Sterling: I'm getting fat Avery and I'm scared
Me: you haven't taken a test yet
Sterling: no I haven't cause I don't want it to be positive and I'm gaining weight but also I'm gorging myself from the nerves
Me: just take a test
Sterling: what if I am pregnant
Me: you'll have a cute little boy or girl and be so great and cooper will want it
Sterling: what if he doesn't and he dumps me and I have to raise a baby all by myself I can't raise a baby by myself Avery
Me: yes you can, if it comes to that if me and Arden and your mom and dad are dead that's when you'd be raising it yourself, if cooper doesn't want it fuck him and come to Texas
Sterling: I can't afford shit in Texas
Me: you can live with us and we will help you and your kid will have a cousin and it'll be great
Sterling: I don't wanna do that to y'all
Arden: don't tell her that she can't live here

Shit shut up
Sterling: see
Me: you know your brother sterling I run this place he's my slave and he does what I say
Sterling: still
Me: look go take a test for me okay
Sterling: should I take a test or just go to the ob
Me: yeah do that s
Sterling: cause my annual is tomorrow anyways so
Me: yes do that

Me: go tomorrow and ask to see if your pregnant
Sterling: thank you, I wish you were here to come too
Me: I so would but I have class to anyway
Sterling: no you have a baby to care for that's reason enough Madison will go with me
Me: okay well good luck and call me immediately after
Sterling: okay love you
Me: love you too

She hung up
Arden: don't tell her she can live here
I got up and put Harper in the swing to keep her asleep
Me: Arden she's scared she's gonna be a single mother
Arden: cooper will want a baby she's just psychotic
Me: no she's not I wouldn't want to be single, everyone gets worried when they find out there pregnant unless you've been trying on purpose
Arden: I don't see why you were worried we've been trying for 7 years
Me: no we were having sex not making a baby
Arden: it's all the same ave
Me: no we were having fun
I kissed him
He looked over to the baby
Arden: wanna have some fun

Me: ah my husband your too much fun
I laid back against the couch and he laid over me
And we made out
Before we had sex on the couch
September 9