I'm in love /Q.G/ part 2 (:

Stalking

Brentlys pov
December 11th
His post came on my feed

He looked so good in his jersey
He's the cutest
His smile is completely magnetic
I love it
His eyes
His hairs grown out a few inches longer then it's ever been
I always like it a little shorter, how he used to keep it
A little shaggy in the back and on the top but now it's longer and somehow straighter
His curls were less wild
Honestly wavy
I moved platforms
Scouting out his tiktok on a spam account I had
He has multiple posts of him in his full uniform
He's so good looking
It drives me insane

Seeing his tiktoks
Just liked he used to
Lip singing to popular sounds as usual
His smile looks less smiley and more forced
Still adorable either way
But he doesn't look as happy as I wish he was

I still want him to be happy
He should be happy
He's in the nhl
How many people get that kind of opportunity
I'm beyond proud of him I wish he knew that
I wish I could tell him
And show him

I'll be 20 in April
To think that's the second birthday without him
Makes me furious or depressed or something

I want him back I don't want to live like this anymore
I'm completely heart broken no one or nothing makes it better I have no one to talk about it with
Caitlyn's in the best relationship of her life
Mom I can't talk to her cause I feel like she's gonna say I told you so or she's thinking that dad too

I rolled over as my arm started hurting
And kept scrolling
Caitlyn: BRENTLY!!! Oh my god guess what guess what
Me: hm I looked up
Caitlyn: guess whose engaged
She screamed looking at me with a smile
I sat up looking
Me: what!!!
Caitlyn: he proposed brent we're getting married
Me: oh my gosh cait!

Be happy be happy be happy
Me: I'm so happy for you
I stood up and hugged her so tight

Caitlyn: thank you I'm so happy

Me: I wanna see
She showed me her ring
Not a large diamond but a nice one
You don't need large
Me: awe that's so cute I love it
Caitlyn: mhm
Caitlyn: I'm so happy I haven't stopped smiling since
She whispered making me laugh
Me; that's good that's great y'all are completely meant to be
Caitlyn; thank youu
Me; does Ava know
Caitlyn: mnm not yet
Me: I'm gonna call her
I picked up my phone and rang her
Ava: yep?
Me: heyyy guess what
Ava: what
Me: Caitlyn has the biggest best news
Ava: really spill
Caitlyn: me and Nolan are engaged
Ava: oh my god be for real
Caitlyn: dead ass
Ava: oh my god what! No I hate myself Caitlyn
Caitlyn: your not happy
Ava: no yes I am so happy for y'all that's so amazing I know that's what y'all want I hate I missed it and I'm not there
Caitlyn: dude it's okay really
Ava: I love y'all together wheres he at
Caitlyn; in the living room
Ava: how did he do it
Caitlyn: we were just getting lunch and we went to this like flower garden thing it was actually extremely pretty and he proposed
Me: aw that's cute
Ava: that is I love that he's the sweetest
Caitlyn: I know this is really soon and all but I want y'all to be my brides maids well maid of honor whatever
Ava: don't you get one maid of honor
Caitlyn: yeah but I can't pick between you two and I don't want to do both of you be my maid of honor please
Ava: duh ofcourse whatever you want cait
Me: yeah ofcourse aslong as the dress is cute
Caitlyn: but maybe ava stand beside cause her brown hair will contrast me
Me: mkay
Nolan came in
Me: here's the groom
I said laughing
Ava: CONGRATULATIONS!!
Me: congratulations
Nolan: thanks

Me: so when's the wedding
Caitlyn: oo! Summer can we have a summer wedding
Nolan: mhm
She hugged in his side
Caitlyn: that works perfectly
Me: yeah cause ava will be out of college
Ava: yep