I'm in love /Q.G/ part 2 (:

Honeymoon

The plane landed in France and we took our bags to the  Airbnb we're staying in
Me: oh my god this is so nice a
Arden: I know god
We looked around
Me: ohhh my shit!
You can see the Eiffel Tower
It's pretty far but
It's close enough
You can see the tippy top

I went to the bathroom taking my dress off
Arden: noo don't take it off you look amazing
Me: I'm really tired
Arden: does that mean to tired for some gentle marriage sex

He rubbed my arm looking at us in the mirror
Me: mmmmm
I pulled my dress down and hung it up
Arden: woah woah your turning me on baby
Me: yes we can have gently marriage and I mean very gentle
I took my hair down
And he put me on the counter between the two sinks

And kissed me
We made out as he pulled my legs
Arden: I
He pulled my lips
Arden: love your body
He took my bra off lowering himself kissing my breasts
He pulled my underwear off and spread my legs
I moved myself back
Leaning on the mirror
His fingers teased my clit
Me: oh please
Arden: do you love your husband
I looked at him wide eyed
Me: I love my husband with everything I own
My hand dug into his neck

And he fucked me with his fingers
I squeezed my walls around him

And he bit my thigh sending me over a wave of shock
Me: oh please let me cum a

He pushed his lips over my heat making me whine
Arden: cum for me princess let me see your pretty face
He held my chin down
As my legs shakes and my orgasm flailed in my body
And I finished leaving residue on his lips
He carried me to the bed dropping me gently

And he removed his clothes
Me: be faster
He gripped my thighs coming to my face
And pulling my lips
He pushed his tip in and started stroking
Mmm he's so fucking good

We kept going til we both came
And laid out on the bed
Falling asleep

November 16th

We left dinner and went walking to see the Eiffel Tower light up
We've been doing that every night
Have a nice dinner wether we cook ourselves or go eat
I had delicious pasta  and bread
And 11:38 we got infront of the Eiffel Tower
Arden stood over my back as we took in the scenery
11:45 on the dot
The lights lit up glowing into my eyes
It was beautiful
He squeezed in my shoulders
And I rubbed my hands across his arms
Me: babe
Arden: mhm
He peeked around and kissed my cheek
Me: we should um talk
Arden:about
He squeezed me closer to him
And I pulled his arms down
Holding his fingers
Me: I told you I had to tell you something
Arden; yeah days ago I thought you just forgot or didn't care anymore
I pulled his arm and started walking back to the Airbnb
Me: I wish, but I have to care and you have to care unless you don't want it
Arden: want what baby tell me please
I swung our arms as we walked back
Me: I wasn't sick I haven't been just sick
Arden: the doctor said you were
Me: no the doctor said something else and I haven't known what to do, it's freaking me out
Arden: is it the tumor thing? 
Me: no can I just talk for one second
Arden: mhm go on baby
Me: I'm just really I think scared Arden. It's kinda freaking me out and I don't know that I'm gonna be able to do it
Arden: I don't know the issue yet
Me: I just wanna tell you how I'm feeling and then I'll stop lying to you
Arden: okay
Me: and I'm sorry for lying to you this is a big thing for you too and now you have less time to think about it then I did
Me: I just liked us being like wild kids we weren't kids but we acted like childish kids like everything we used to do
We were a couple blocks from the house
Arden: that doesn't have to end I like it too
Me: it sort of does tho
Me: what I'm trying to say is you can't freak out when I tell you and I'm sorry it's my fault and if you want to get rid of it we can
We got to the house going inside
Arden: when will you tell me what this is Avery I feel like im on a scavenger hunt what might I want to end? Not our marriage? And what's your fault
I took a deep breathe
Me: I don't exactly know how or really when it happened but the doctor said I'm definitely um
I sighed
Me: I'm definitely pregnant
His face changed so many different emotions
Arden: your pregnant? There's a little- baby- growing inside you?
His eyebrows rose
Me: I'm pregnant Arden, a baby boy or girl in my stomach
Arden: a little me and a little you forming
Me: well I'm pretty sure it's only one baby
My eyes blinked and he moved from above me to my stomach
My ultimately flat stomach a tiny bump if any
Arden: how far
Me: the um doctor said about 5 or 6 weeks
Arden: i love you so much I love you Avery and our little baby
His hands pushed at my stomach
Me: so you want to keep it?
Arden: do I want to keep it? Ofcourse I want our baby, me and you in a baby