Daddy's little Angel [Complete]

Side Story 10

Parker was watching Heaven as he slashed the water back and forth, his mind flashes back to himself as a child.

"I'm sorry Xiao ling, mommy daddy can't come for you. T-that couldn't make it" 

"But…. But they promise…. They said that once they become good again they come back for me…… hic. Hic.. hic" 

Poor kid he was left here with false promise,  I hope he finds a good family.

"I can't keep him, he is always frowning and crying. Listen, I can't take care of this gloomy kid okay?" 

This is the 3 sets of parents in 3 months no one wants him.

"Lingling come, we will take good care of you" 

Ling looked up at her, he held her hand gently. 

"Hush, hush, hush now I'm here" 

"Lingling your really smart, that's my boy" 

"Mom dad I'll make you proud okay" 

They both kissed each side of his cheek happily. "Lingling, guess what?! You're gonna be a big brother!" 

"Yay! Can I play with him and teach him?" 

"Yeah and you can even teach him how to bake like with your mother" 
 
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"Ling please I can't deal with you now" 

"Ling go study can't deal with you now" 

"Ling quiet I'm putting your brother to sleep" 

"Ling go play with the other kids I'm working" 

"But they don't like me" 

"Ling! What the fuck are you doing to my baby!" 

"M-mom I-I'm only playing" he dropped the shaker accidentally on the baby he looked over panicking but the baby was giggling "se-" 

*slap* "You could have hurt him!" 

"Ling what's going on with your grades!" 

"Abababa, baba!" 

"Go away, mommy and daddy don't like me playing with you" 

"Baba! Wingwing hahaha" 

"Hahaha it's not wingwing it's Lingling, mommy calls me that mommy will give you a cute nickname as well. Come on let's go play adventure" 

"Waaaaah!!" 

*slapped!!*  "Ling, what are you doing with the baby!" 

"We're only playing, he is only hun-" 

"Don't talk back to me! Why the fuck did we adopt you?" 

"Wingwing" 
"Go away" 

"Wingling" 
"Leave me alone" 

"Lingling" 
"Stay away from me" 

"Why do you keep ignoring your brother? Would it kill you to be a decent older brother? God if only I'd know you'd be such a fucking disappointment" 

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Parker washes Heaven's back gently dabbing the cloth against his skin, Heaven took the cloth and started playing with it splashing the water about then drinking the bath water from it. 

In some ways Chelsie was like an adopted child to him, he didn't give birth to her and merely raised her. But now he has his own child right, but the love and care he feels for chelsie can't be explained and even now when heaven is his main focus he still wants to hear about chelsie day.

He wants to see the beautiful and cheerful girl sing for him and her brother, instead of feeling distant he rather feel their connection grow as a family especially with the newest member. Parker wrapped the receiver blanket around him as he walked to the bedroom. 

"Bububu" 

"Yes bububu daddy and sissy will come soon" ke kissed him and he giggled at him.

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Ling was at the hospital, the doctor just came in with the results.

"Yes apparently you are 7 weeks pregnant" the doctor said 

It took less than 2 seconds for ling to say, "terminate it"

He doesn't want to get pregnant, he's very serious about this so whoever can't accept it can go to hell. "And I'd also like an egg removal" 

Luther just thought him an important lesson today, so it's better to not make this shit happen twice. 

"Sir we need for you to set for an appointment regarding this request" 

"Okay" 

Luther had crossed a very conscious line of his, babies are hard to deliver you can have lifetime effects even after birth. Don't want to experience feeling like a worthless piece of crap again. 

Don't want to look in the mirror and watch as his body rapidly and uncontrollably changes, don't want to look at his stomach and feel like a big cyst was growing inside him. Don't want to throw up, feel terribly sick or weak most times, don't want to have hard times sleeping as something stiffened inside you. Let him not even mention kicking butterflies? Please that shit is not as pleasant and as enchanting as how they seem only to do it small amounts of time.

Majority of the time your getting tortured by a developing fetus, who wants that miracle of childbirth? Yeah for the ones who survive it. 

Don't want to get pregnant ever again, don't want to experience his life being slowly drawn out of him, don't want to see his body change beyond recovery. Who doesn't respect his decision can't stay with him.

A/n

What do you think of Ling's decision or his mindset about this?