You and Levi tumbled back from the blast but he had managed to wrap his arms around your body almost shielding you from it all. Debris from your surroundings pelted both you and Levi until Erwin and Zeke had fully transformed. Levi held you in his arms for minutes more to confirm it was safe to let you go.
"Are you okay?" Levi spoke as he slowly released you from his grip. He slowly steadied his sitting position as he examined you, checking for any significant wounds.
"I'm okay." You nodded out of breath. Your eyes rose from the ground to meet Levi's body as you too scammed for anything life threatening. Your eyes suddenly widened when they caught sight of right hand, where there once was a middle and index finger, was not replaced with nothing but the dark red liquid escaping the severed phalanges. You gasped almost throwing your hand to cover your mouth. 'Levi oh my god." You huffed worried as you grabbed a part of your shirt ripping it quickly pulling his right hand into your grasp to quickly wrap it to stop the bleeding.
"Holy shit." He exhaled when he suddenly realized why you were frantic. His body was in shock, so the immense pain hadn't hit him in this moment. He winced and cursed under his breathe the minute your shirt came in contact with the opened wound.
"I'm sorry." You spoke gently knowing it mustn't be a pleasant feelings. Once you had secured the wrap, you tied it together to keep his steadied. "I know it's not ideal nor clean but it will have to do for now.
"Y/n! Levi!" A voice that belonged to no other than Hange echoed through the chaos. She shot her gear to where it landed her directly in between the two of you. "Are you guys okay?"
"I'm fine, Levi's hand got injured in the blast and his lacerations on his face need to be stitched up. He need to retreat" you spoke quickly knowing you were to get backlash from Levi himself.
"No. I'm fine. I am not falling back." He hissed lightly snapping a glare at you. Your eyes met his and you could see the pain in his eyes and it physically made your chest hurt. He's gotten hurt every time because of you.
"God damn it Captain. No." You snapped catching him off guard. "You are in absolute agony because of me. So I will be damned if I'm gonna let you try and continue with this shit." Before Levi could part his lips to respond, Hange quickly interjected.
"Levi at least let's get your wounds stitched and cleaned." She spoke sending you a quick nod.
"Fucking hell, ok." He grumbled turned to look away from the both of you. Your eyes darted to the sudden excessive crumbling of Marley shake behind you. The beast titan had somehow managed to get into Erwin's back ti where he couldn't be caught. Heading directly towards his nape. You audibly gasped feeling your heart sink.
"He doesn't know how to release the colossal steam! This isn't good!" Hange called out worry spewing through her words.
"My gears busted, trade me?" You suddenly spoke out whirling around to face Hange.
"No." Levi spoke quickly. Hange rotated from Levi and you not sure where to go from there.
"Good damn it, just- fucking trade with me!" You pleaded raising your voice as your hands began to quickly dismembered your busted gear. Hange quickly did the same, handing it off to you. "I need to help him." You turned to Levi before turning to shoot the gear launching you into the direction of the two titans, well the colossal wailing around trying to stop the beast titan from successfully approaching its nape. "Come on Erwin, get that titan under control." You mumbled under your breathe.
"NOOO" You abruptly screeched when your eyes caught sight of the beast titan growing a pair of armored claws raising them slightly above the colossal's nape. "ERWIN!" You cried shooting the gear trying to approach them quicker. Steam started to escape the now sliced nape of the colossal. This shouldn't have happened, if Erwin had just taken the time to learn his titan before getting ahead of himself...
You rounded the bottom of the colossal's legs quickly circling up towards the furry beast who now had an angered Erwin in his grip. Rage filled your body as you gripped your swords and your eyes aiming directly for the distracted beast's nape. You drew your arms back as you were within mere meters of his nape, letting out a scream of anger before your blades pierced through the vulnerable nape revealing Zeke. You fell down slowly before you shot your gear back up to grasp Erwin but someone else had appeared grabbing him. Your eyes followed the sound of the new odm gear to see Jean. You heart lifted slightly to see he was unharmed and okay. You took the opportunity to approach the falling beast titan with Zeke still attached. You swung your swords once more this time detaching zeke from his titan, severing his legs and arms. He let out a deep pained scream as his body fell towards the ground.
You watched him fall as you used your gear to slowly hoist yourself down. Zeke's body hit the floor with a hard thud and a groan followed seconds after. You landed feet away from him, returning your swords back into the gear. You grabbed the teared collar of Zeke's shirt and yanked him up. Your body was fuming, you hated this man's with everything you had. He had mentally fucked you and hurt everyone around you. You yanked zeke inches away from your face so he could see the hate you had pouring through your skin.
"You make me sick.." your voice shook as your breathing increased. "You deserve to suffer a slow and painful death.." you spat. You brought your free hand quickly colliding it to his face. When your knuckles collided against his cheekbone, a painful cry escaped his throat. "I hate you.. I hate who you are, I hate your existence. You're never going to touch me again. Ever. Or anyone ever.. again. " With every sentence you spewed, you threw a punch. Your eyes started to gloss over and your breathing began rapid and it became difficult to breathe. You heard voices behind you but you wouldn't let yourself hear them. It was all gibberish. You kept landing blows until your knuckles started to split and bleed.
A hand grasped your shoulder and you jumped quickly flipping around with your fist ready to throw a blow at whoever touched you. Your mind instantly thought it was Zeke but he was in the ground behind you with his limbs steaming slowly. You blinked the gloss tears down your cheeks to focus on who was now in front of you. Erwin stood before you, both his hands on your shoulders. His titan marks prominent red along his cheek bones, his soft blue eyes staring into yours. You exhaled a shaker breathe as you threw yourself into Erwin's arms collapsing into him. He caught you quickly wrapping his large arms around your frame.
"It's okay baby, it's okay..." he whispered as he laid his head next to yours resting on your shoulder while he spoke into your ear. His warm breathe tickling the tip of your ear. You squeezed your eyes closed crying harder from the comforting softness of Erwin's voice. It was over. It was over, for now at least.
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You're Something Special, Cadet. Erwin X Reader
Fanfiction*UNDER HEAVY EDITING* It's the classic. You are the normal young girl who had the heart to join the scout regiment, to make a change. You weren't top of your class, you weren't great at any of the areas you needed to be but you were determined to ma...
