"I'll admit on my behalf, it was wrong of me." He started as he intertwined his hands in his lap leaning back in the chair. "But I did as i saw fit." He continued. "You were not fit for this mission."
"Excuse me ?" You snapped with your mouth gapping open in shock. "You have no right" you finished in a low tone using your eyes to shoot daggers at him. You dropped your arms down at your sides angrily clenching your hands in fists. You felt the anger rising so you flipped direction and began to stomp towards the door.
A commotion happened behind you and before you knew it, the commander had his hand gripped on your right wrist. You immediately halted and snapped your head back baffled.
"Let go of me!" You hissed as your eyes trailed from his hand around your wrist to his hungered stare. Without further hesitation, Erwin pulled you in bringing his soft lips to connect with yours. Your eyes widened quickly in surprise. His lips were warm, they were the perfect fit against yours. You brought your hands to cup his face, making your way up to his hair, running your fingers through it.
You felt his arms trail down your back until they reached around your waist. He quickly pulled you in causing you to gasp at the sudden jolt. As much as you told yourself no, you couldn't bring yourself to stop him. In all honesty, you wanted more.
He pulled his head away to catch his breath as his eyes scanned your features. He had a look in his eye you had never seen before. A look that made your knees weak and the hairs on the back of your neck stand straight up.
"As your commander, I have every right to do as I see fit with my scouts." His voice was low and filled with a hungered tone. He moved his right hand to place under your chin lifting your head to meet his gaze. His words sending a shiver down your spine.
The way this man could make you so vulnerable just by his voice. You knew you were trapped in deep. Your breathe was shakey as the distance between his lips and yours were mere inches, his breathe mixing with yours.
"And Do I need to remind you that you are to not disrespect me?" He breathe in your ear. "Because next time, I won't be so easy." He cooed as he brought his face from your ear to your lips before a knock interrupted it.
Every god damn time.
He quickly stood up straight and cleared his throat taking a step back from you. You stood there fumbling with your fingers. The door clicked open and in came Keith Shadis and Nile Dok. Their eyes instantly glancing at you and then at Erwin.
"I will determine until next mission. Please understand why you were excluded from this one. You are excused." Commander Erwin spoke as he shot you a small nod and you helped yourself out of his office. Once you closed the door behind you, you slammed your face in your palms and dragged your hands downward. He wasn't supposed to get to you, you were supposed to be mad. You were upset remember. That's the only reason you went in there. Or was it?
You took a deep breathe before beginning your journey down the hall towards your room. Your mind all over the place, his lips were on yours, his hands were all over your body. You shook your head trying to clear your thoughts, doing so you closed your eyes and somehow managed to bump into someone. Reiner.
"Shit, sorry." You blurted out quickly taking a few steps back. "I wasn't paying attention." You mumbled refusing to meet his gaze.
"It's fine." He responded abruptly.
"Where you headed?" You asked him as you fought yourself and brought your eyes to meet his.
"My room. Where else?" He spoke coldly. You were taken back at his answer.
"You better treat me like a fucking person because I have a good secret of yours I will gladly share with the commander." You spat unintentionally. Reiner's eyes widened and then he furrowed his brows.
"Would you pipe down?" He growled as his head glanced down both sides of the hallway before brining his attention back to you.
"You're unbelievable." You snapped as you started to walk passed him bumping into his shoulder as you passed by. Anger built up in you, you stomped into your room. You were frustrated with everything that was going on. With the commander, with Reiner, reiners secret. Or what you knew of it.
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The next morning rolled around and started your morning routine. The showering, the brushing the teeth, hair and getting dressed. You exited your room same time as Sasha was exiting herself a few doors down.
"Good morning!" She chimed. You chuckled at her aliveness this early in the morning.
"You're lively this morning" you pointed out as you joined her at her side as you both continued walking to the mess hall
"I may or may not have taken some food from the cafeteria last night and I got to eat it this morning." She chuckled mischievously. You shook your head at her. Only her. Only Sasha.
You two grabbed your plates and joined the table that sat Connie and Jean. You sat next to Sasha on one side while the boys sat on the other.
"Jesus Sasha, the lunch lady give you enough food? God damn" Connie remarked lowering his brows at the amount of food on her plate.
"What the hell? That's like two rations there. We're already struggling." Jean spoke shaking his head
"It's either the lunch lady gives it to her or Sasha steals it." You shrugged your shoulders looking at them. "Plus I think she knows how hangry Sasha gets when she doesn't eat enough."
"Youre speaking facts." Connie nodded raising his fork.
"So how's the mission go? Overall. I heard she crystallized herself or some shit." You asked taking a bite of your food.
"You didn't see it?" Jean asked confused.
"No dimwit. The commander excluded her last minute." Connie nudged into him
"Oh god, I'm sorry. But yeah Eren almost ate her but she like hardened right before he could chomp down." Jean responded
"I don't think she wanted to be captured." Connie chimed
"Yeah no shit Sherlock." Sasha answered with a mouthful of food sending a look towards Connie.
"What? I'm just sayin" Connie shrugged his shoulders.
"Hey cadet......whatever you name is." A sudden monotoned voice appeared from behind you and Sasha making you jump.
"Who?" Connie asked raising a brow.
"You. The commander needs to speak to you." He snapped and then turned to take off after sending you a glance. Once he walked away you turned your head to everyone.
"What the hell does he want now?" You snapped lying as you stood up saying your goodbyes and heading down the hall towards the office. You really weren't sure what he wanted. Surely he wasn't gonna do what you thought. Especially during the day.
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You're Something Special, Cadet. Erwin X Reader
Fanfiction*UNDER HEAVY EDITING* It's the classic. You are the normal young girl who had the heart to join the scout regiment, to make a change. You weren't top of your class, you weren't great at any of the areas you needed to be but you were determined to ma...
