💡🐇 Naughty Thoughts

꩜Conditioning my Slave

Warning: This is a pretty dark one

You've probably seen stories before about businesses that will help some dominant guy to train a new slave. A girl goes into a spa with her boyfriend, who pressures her to sign the disclaimer without reading it. She initially protests, but after a week or two of hypnosis, drugs, shock therapy, or some kind of trauma to break down her defences, she comes out completely docile, willing to do everything he says.

He experiments with the conditioning, testing her with things that he's sure she would have been reluctant to do before, and she doesn't resist at all. Until a few weeks later, he gives her a command and immediately wishes he hadn't. He asks how she feels about her new servitude, and orders her to tell the truth. A direct order like that overrides the basic conditioning to try to make him happy, so she says how she really feels.

She feels betrayed. She's enjoyed doing some D/s stuff before, and loves the freedom of being able to surrender control to someone she trusts. But this time, she didn't submit. It feels like he's taken her choice away, forcing her through a process designed to take away all her desires and leave her only wanting to serve him. He's given her conditioning that overrides her personality at a fundamental level, and to her it feels like her new slave persona is a replacement; a new person in the same body. She's just a blank canvas for him to write his desires on, and since she realised that she hasn't been able to feel any pleasure from anything. To her, it really seems like her boyfriend has chosen to kill her and replace her with a human sex toy.

He's devastated when he hears this; he thought that she would enjoy it, and didn't understand the difference between playing a role and being a real slave. And he's determined to make up for that; even if it means going back through her memories, asking her to relive some of the best moments of her life, and hoping that they can manage to bring back the woman he loves. Maybe that means talking about her childhood; and how she got into the hobbies that she used to enjoy so much. Or maybe repeating some of the activities they did on their earlier dates. He knows that she probably can't forgive him for putting her through this, but he hopes that if they can break the conditioning, she can at least be happy again.