She shouldn't have needed to open a cellphone that didn't belong to her because things she shouldn't have known came to know and it's clear that those things made her disappointed and miserable.
But because it happened she couldn't do anything and could only forgive whatever hurt her indirectly. But then it happened again. Not by looking at someone else's phone because well it's very rude if she does it twice and it's definitely rude the first time she did it, but by hearing herself what the person she is always want the validation has to say.
She shouldn't have stood for a moment considering whether she should greet the people or not and just went straight to the bathroom fulfilling his natural duty, but the bad feeling if she does not greet them while she had been seen passing by from the side, she finally did and had to hear again how whatever she did all day yesterday and all day three days ago was not considered at all.
It really hurts, but she tried to tell herself that there is no need to feel hurt. But minute by minute passed and the pain in her heart does not decrease and it feel like all of this is only natural to be a disappointment because only an insane person is not sad if she is not validated especially if she has done something so big.
And the one who does not want to give validation is the one who more insane. Because that person is arrogant, arrogant, and even more narcissistic.
Lalu aku merasa aneh.
Itu tadi cerita yang aneh.
Tapi,
Yang lebih aneh adalah kenapa google translate sangat gila dalam menerjemahkan bahasa kadang-kadang.
Insane.
230327, before noon like maybe thirty minutes before, in recently flooded house
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