Bud

Chapter 35

I sigh heavily as I lean on Sirius as we wore on the train. Sirius was pouting because he couldn't have his motorcycle at school. He complained the entire way to the train

"You only have half a school year left then you will have your bike back," I tell him, yet again, as I try to help him feel better

"But what if something happens to her?" He asks with a worried look on his face as if his bike was real. Then again, he did somehow make it able to fly so who know, he may have accidently made it living with his magic.

"Nothing will happen Pads," James speaks up, "We locked her up good and our parents will make sure nothing happens to it. Promise"

Sirius huffs before putting his head on my shoulder and hugging my waist. We had the blinds closed so no one from outside could see in. It was just James, Lily, Remus, Sirius, and I in here. Peter had caught up to use before we got on the train but somewhere between seeing him and sitting down, he vanished.

"Guys," Lily speaks up, "This is the last time we will be riding the train to Hogwarts"

That made me look to her and suddenly my heart clenched. This would be the last time we rode the train back to Hogwarts. We only have a few months, and we will be done with Hogwarts. A few months and we will be thrown into the war and fighting until Tom dies. This time Lily and James will not. They will live and raise Harry. I will make sure of that

"I'm going to look at the future again," i speak up after several quiet moments

That one comment made everyone look to me. Sirius even sat up straight and watched me closely

"I'll be careful i promise but....i have to know if the future has changed and if it has i need to make sure its not for the worst. I also say this year we try and learn as many dueling spells as we can. Once we finish with this year I will hunt down all the horcruxes and gather them up before destroying them all in one go. That way the only thing stopping Tom from dying is who ever is standing in front of him"

"We'll help you," Sirius says with a serious look on his face, "No matter what"

"Well I have learned several dueling spells that i can teach everyone," Lily says with a shrugs making us look to her, "What? I heard what you said and I took it seriously. I just didn't want it controlling our lives is all"

I smile at her and nod, "Good thing you did too or i would have never started dating"

Sirius throws his am over my shoulder and pulls me in close but he was grinning at Lily, "Ya, thanks Mrs. Potter. Would have never known how great sex was without you keeping your brother from obsessing"

Lily rolls her eyes but smiles at us as she looks between us. I could tell what she was thinking as she did. It was the same thing I thought when i looked between her and James. She approves of us and likes us as a couple

"So, how many nieces and/or nephews with you two be giving us?" Lily asks as she crosses one leg over the other and leans slightly more on James

"Who said-"

"10"

Sirius and i said at the same time yet the moment I heard his answer I snapped my head to look at him, "Why the bloody hell would we have 10 children?"

He looks at me innocently, "Because we both want a big family"

"Even if you gave birth to all 10 of those children I'd lose my damn mind. Especially if we had girls who fight like Lily and Petunia do"

He shrugs before looking to Lily and whispering, still loud enough i could hear, "10 for sure"

I simply stare at him horrified not knowing what else to say or do. If i had 10 children i would love them no matter what but i am not going to purposely have 10 bloody children. Sirius has lost his damn mind!

"Ya, no sex for you for a while"

"What??" He looks at me as if I had just cursed him

"You just said you want 10 damn kids! No way we're having sex for a little while"

He stares at me for a moment before smirking, "You say that now, i know how to get you to beg"

"Ok that's enough!" Lily calls out, "I don't need to know about your sex lives"

The rest of the train ride went by with us going back to comfortable conversation till James and Lily had to leave for Head Boy and Head Girl duties. Once we get to Hogwarts, we all sit down at our tables, much to Sirius' unhappiness since I had to go to the Ravenclaw table. It was a nice time just to sit alone and eat quietly. I never did realize how I didn't have any friends till I sat at the Ravenclaw table or went to my dorm area.

Once dinner was done, we all headed to our dorm rooms, even though Sirius made hand motions for me to come to his room. Instead, I gave him a smile and wave before heading to Ravenclaw dorms. I was serious about not having sex for a little while. It was gonna be nice to sleep alone and have a whole bed to myself. Don't have to worry about him stealing the blanket or stealing the bed leaving me with very little bed and blanket. A whole bed alone. That sounds so amazing

Getting up to my dorm room I lay in bed and sigh happily. I was so excited to sleep alone for a few nights. Maybe I should put Sirius on a no sex strike more this year. I doubt I'll be able to once we leave Hogwarts and get stuck living as adults in a life of war till it's over. Hopefully it won't last as long as it did in my vision