Bud

Chapter 43

I wasn't sure what how I did it but some how i manage to finish the year with almost perfect grades. I am ready to graduate but I'm also a bit worried. Once we leave today we will be thrown into the hectic world of war and danger. I knew Dumbledor would be asking if we would join his army, seeing as I saw everyone no older then 18 in the army. I think hes waiting till today or tomorrow to ask us to join. I'm nervous about that but I also know it means we will get more experience and be in the loop on the war. I already know where most of the horcruxes are i just need 1 more. Only Dumbledor knows where it is, or will know. Once i learn where it is we will get all of the horcruxes and destroy them all at one time. I even found a way to destroy the horcruxes. The perfect way!

"I can't believe its out last meal here at Hogwarts," Lily says in a sad tone as she gives me a sad smile

"I know," i stop us and stand next to Lily before holding a camera up and taking a picture of us, "Out last meal at Hogwarts as students"

"We have to get a group picture too"

"I know, i already told Sirius. When the guys get here we will get a group picture then go eat. They should be here soon" 

As if on que here came James, Sirius, Remus, and Peter walking down the hall with smiles on there faces. I took a quick picture of them walking to us. It was a great moment for a picture of them just them. 

As soon as they get to us Sirius takes my camera and passes it to Lily before wrapping his arms around me from behind while smiling at Lily with his head next to mine. This is the most PDA we have done out where everyone can see us yet i did smile and lean back into Sirius. Lily snapped the picture quickly before i took the camera back. I took a picture of her and James together before getting a picture of Remus and Peter. Finally i got a random student to take a group picture of us. Sirius had his arm around my shoulders while everyone got in close for the picture

"Thanks" 

I take the camera back and turn to Sirius, "I have to sit with my house but we can sit together on the boat ok?"

"Fine, but don't go running off"

"I won't i promise" 

I smile a bit as i walk over to my table and sit down. I could tell all the 7th years were all excited and nervous. A few people were crying. I could understand why they were, i cried last night and I'll probably cry when I'm on the boat ride too.

"Good evening everyone," the room goes silence at Dumbledore stands at his post, "Tonight we will be saying goodbye to many. As you eat your last meal here at Hogwarts i hope you reflect back on what you learned and how your life is heading. I hope you all a well and happy life. Once dinner is ready is done please listen to your head of house hold when leaving. All 7th years wait in here till everyone else leaves. Now, lets us enjoy this last feast for those who will not be here next year"

As Dumbledore says that food appears. I filled my plate and slowly eat. My nerves were getting to me. I had to decide if i would be telling the others about the pregnancy that is coming up or would i wait to try and find the last Horcrux? Maybe if i change the future i could possible find it. What if i look into other's futures and see, if i can at least.

"Hey, Bud," i turn my head and look at a fellow 7th year. She and i were never close, i have only ever been close to Sirius, Lily, and the Marauders. She and i have studied a little but thats it, "I wanted to thank you for helping me through the years and I'm glad your feel better. I hope you get to live a long and happy life"

I smile a bit more and nod, "Thank you, i hope no one comes after you for being friendly with myself or any other muggle born"

Its bad when i have to tell a pureblood i hope they don't get attacked for knowing a muggle born. If she knowns and is friendly with muggles its even worst for her.

I spend the rest of dinner eating silently and watching everyone around me. I could see who's muggle borns, they were crying harder then other people. I knew they were panicked. Its going to me hard for any muggle born to get a job let alone have a life during this war. I just hope we can end it fully before James and Lily have Harry

"Good luck out there," i look up and see 2 half bloods across from me trying to make it look like they aren't talking to me

"Thanks, you too"

They didn't say anything more. Dinner ends fairly quickly and sure enough the head of houses leads everyone but the 7th years outside. Once the younger students are gone i get up and go over to Sirius and his friends.

"This is the last time we will be here," Lily says as she starts to tear up

"Not the last time," i state as i lean on Sirius, "If things go right Remus will be a professor and your son," i motion to James and Lily, "Will have you both up here a few times"

"Lovely," Lily mutters with a sigh while James laughs

"So our kids won't have us up here?" Sirius asks sounding almost offend

I look over to Lily, who watches me. She was telling me with her eyes to come clean.

"Lets go get a boat before we get seperated. Ill tell you about our kids once we get to James' house. Your both coming over right?" I ask Remus and Peter

"No one told me," Peter says sounding upset

"I didn't know either. I won't be able to come over for a few days," Remus tells us but by the way he looked over at me told me a different story

"Ok, we can meet in a few days. Come come, one last picture before we get on the boat"

I get someone to take a picture of us quickly. Once we got the picture we went and got a boat. Sirius, James, Lily, and i were all on one boat. Remus and Peter got on a second boat. It was very emotional riding away from Hogwarts on the same boats thats brought us to Hogwarts. It's sad but also amazing. I hope i can come back at some point in the future