Bud

Chapter 17

Here i sat, in the Marauder's room while James was helping Lily is Perfect work, Peter was gone somewhere, and Remus was at the hospital wing resting before tonight. Its lucky our final exams just happened to be the day of the full moon. I know hes been stressing about the moon and his exams but exams are not over and im terrified i failed. Normally i can breeze by exams without breaking a sweat however this time i was struggling with all of it. I seemed to forget everything Lily and the rest of us have studied for weeks yet i forgot everything 

"I failed......i know i failed...." i muttered with my face in my hands and my knees on my thighs

"You didnt fail," Sirius tells me as he sits next to me, "Your brilliant Bud. Im sure you passed everything easily"

I slowly look at him with horror in my eyes, "I failed.....i couldnt remember a thing......i should have studied more.......i fai-"

He kisses me which shut me up. I did not mind at all as i happily kissed him back. I had actually forgotten what i was talking about as he pulled away and smirked at me

"Now that is a good way to get you quiet"

I chuckle and pull him into another kiss instead of talking. We hadnt kissed very much since that fist time. I wasnt sure why but we hadnt. Instead we cuddled and held hands, thats as far as we had ever gotten. Now, it seemed, we were getting further. As i started to pull away a little from the kiss he pulled me back in. Before i knew it we were snogging on his bed. Honestly it was even better then i thought possible. We moved in perfect sync with each other and before i knew it i was laying on my back on his bed with him laying on top of me. I had my hands in hid thick beautiful hair while he had one arm at the side of my head keeping himself up while his other hand was slowly rubbing my side. 

I will admit i got hard fairly fast. What can i say? I am a teenager with raging hormones snogging his secret boyfriend. It couldnt be helped. Now what i did not except was to feel something hard push into my thigh before Sirius tired to pull his body away while still snogging. 

I slid my hands to his shirt and yanked him closer making him fall onto me yet i didnt mind. He did pull his mouth away as he gasped a bit. His budge was now fully pressed into my thigh and i was slowly moving my leg so i was rubbing his bulge 

He groaned and put his face into the bed with his mouth very close to my ear, "T-that feels good...."

I bit my lip and kept rubbing my thigh on him and move my lips to his neck and start to lightly kiss and nip at it. He flinches the first time i nipped him but he didnt tell me to stop. Instead he wrapped his arms tightly around me and breathed heavily into my neck. He even started to grind into my thigh hesitantly. Personally i would love to be getting some friction on my aching bulge but i didnt want to push Sirius so i just focused on him. 

"Do you like this?" I ask him in a soft tone as i slowly slide my arms around his neck and gently nip his neck. He nods making me smile into his neck, "Me too"

He groans and grinds harder into my thigh no longer seeming to hesitate, "Keep....." he starts to say something but stops. He tightened his hold on me and seemed nervous about something 

"Keep....talking?" I ask him thinking thats what he wanted. Sure enough he nodded but didnt say anything. Now i wasnt sure what to say in this moment but knowing Sirius i know he enjoys complements, "You smell so good," i rub my nose on his neck, i could smell both his scent along with his shampoo, though i think i got a hint of a bad smell but ill ask about that later

His breathing gets a bit louder so i kept whispering any and all complements i could think of and he was enjoying it. He started to even rub his nose on my neck before he starts to kiss my neck. He was copying what i had done to his neck. Kissing it gently however he surprised me when he nipped my neck. He did it a little harder then i had done it or he probably ment to. It has caught me off guard and i found myself bucking up into Sirius without thinking 

"Sorry," Sirius says quickly looking at me worriedly

"N-no....it felt good....." i blushed a bit

He smiled a bit and laid back down on me and goes back to my neck and starts attacking it with harsh nipping that i was loving. Now it was my turn to grind on Sirius yet he didnt seem to mind as he pushed a thigh into my bulge. The more i bucked the more he nipped my neck harshly. Then i slipped up and moaned out loud. He had paused for just a moment before getting more aggressive yet i was enjoying it very 

"Sirius!" I held him tightly as i did the last thing i thought id ever do......i cam in my pants without even touching myself. Yep i did not plan on that

"You ok?" Sirius ask after he realizes im tensed up

"I um..." i clear my throat and look away, "I um....i f-finished...." I didnt look at Sirius out of embarrassment

"Thats ok," Sirius says as he wraps his arms around me again but he rolls us so im now laying on him

I peek up at her and he had a proud smile on his face as he looked up still with his arms around me. He seemed please with himself and honestly it helped me feel less embarrassed. I lay my head back down on his chest and listen to his fast beating heart. It was a relaxing sound that i enjoyed. Before long i found myself dozing off