Its April 24th and I've already found out where 3 of them are. The Diary, Locket, and the Goblet but I know I'm still missing the ring and the snake. I've also seen I'm right. Being pregnant lets me see better. I watched as I went into labor and delivery alone and had to watch my son get strangled to death by his own cord. I cried so hard and tried to kill myself. Tom stopped that instantly and put me on 24/7 guard
He also found out rather quickly I was only useful to him while pregnant so he ordered several Death Eater to rape me till i got pregnant again. I did end up pregnant again
Seeing myself get raped caused me to pull away from having sex. Sirius, of course, was frustrated at first before he got worried. I told Lily who told James and I'm fairly sure James told Sirius seeing as Sirius eased off from sex and tried to just cuddle.
"Maybe you should stop looking at the future for a little while," Sirius says as we lay on his bed cuddling in the silent empty room
"I can't, not till I find the locations of all the Horcruxes. I mean, if I can see better while pregnant then obviously my future self saw me get kidnapped but didn't stop it. Being near Tom and touching him or his close top Death Eaters is how I find the Horcruxes. The snake and ring are the only ones i haven't seen yet. The snake my not even be one yet, it may not become one till after Tom dies the first time. And when I looked the first time the only way to destroy the ring Horcrux would cause a slow acting curse to infect the person and kill them slowly within a year"
It goes quiet again as I listen to Sirius' heart beat. It's always soothing to me to listen to his heart beat. It's become my favorite sound
I couldn't help but smile a bit, "I did see something wonderful though"
"What's that?" Sirius asks quickly clearly eager to hear about something happy
"Lily and James raising Harry. And we have a daughter," I begged James not to tell Sirius everything Lily tells him, like the dead twin or him going mad
"We do?" He asks surprised
"Ya, and you name her"
"What do I name her?"
I lift my head and look at him with a small smile on my face, "Blossom"
He smiles and nods, "I stick with the flower theme I see. Just so you know if we have a son he will not have a flower name"
I chuckle and nod, "Agreed. I always liked the Henry"
"Henry?" He looks up at the top of his bed covering before smiling and looking back to me, "I like it"
I watch him for a moment before leaning up and kissing him softly. He kissed me back but didn't go any further even though I knew he wanted to
"Thank you, for.....not pushing. And I'm sorry"
"Don't be. I couldn't imagine watching that happen and you are holding together amazing dispite seeing it happen to you," he watched me with so much love and care in his eyes, "Though I wish you would tell me who did it"
I roll my eyes but smile, "Good thing I don't know. They always wore masks and never said names"
He frowns but says nothing more. I watch him silently before sitting up, "Lets go do a prank. We haven't done one together in a while"
His eyes light up as he jumps out of bed, "Sounds good to me lets go!"
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Sirius and I quickly ran down the hall laughing quietly as we could as we ran from some Slytherins we just pranked. It was a childish prank but it cheered us both up.
We rounded a corner when I ran smack into someone making me stumble back and fall on my ass
"Well, you both seem in a rush," I tense up before looking up at Dumbledore
The others didn't think Dumbledore was bad but I didn't like him. Every vision I had he never once changed. He always led an order against Death Eaters yet it always ended the same way with him. It only changed because of me.
"Sorry Professor," Sirius says quickly as he helps me up, "Weren't watching were we were going"
"Hm, yes, that's what happens when you run full speed forward without looking," he looked to me as he said it and something told me he was talking about my visions
"Better to run ahead then let others run in front and injure themselves," I tell him with a blank look
I felt him try to enter my mind but I didn't let him in. He watches me for a few moments before smiling a bit wider and nodding
"You both watch yourselves"
He walks away and I'm left watching as he walked away. I had half a mind to go into his office and try looking into the crystal ball to see if I could find the ring and see how to destroy it. Maybe find another way of destroying it
"Bud? You ok?"
I nod but only look to Sirius once Dumbledore was gone from sight. I look to him before nodding, "Lets go back to the commons room. Talk there"
He nods as he looks at me worriedly. Thankfully he didn't question me as we walked down the halls. We were able to make it back to James and Lily's common room without anyone stopping us. Bonus no one was in there
"So what's going on? What do you have against Dumbledore?"
"He's doing things his way," I pace the room a bit, "No matter how many times I look into the future he never does anything to change anything. I even told him once about the first vision I saw and I could see the gears turning in his head. He wants Harry to be raised in an abusive house and looking up to Dumbledore for guidance. If he does then Dumbledore can manipulate him any way he can. That's what he wants"
"Are you sure? I mean, Dumbledore isn't a bad guy he-"
"He wants things done his way or no way," I cut Sirius off as i stop pacing and look to Sirius annoyed before my face slowly shifts to worry, "He has a crazy knack for knowing everything going on no matter what. I can never figure out why and it worries me. I don't trust him"
"Ok," Sirius stands up and gently puts his hands on my shoulders, "Ok, I'm on your side Bud. I promise. Whatever you want to do I'll follow your lead ok? I trust you"
I feel myself relax as I slowly smile at him, "Thank you"
He kisses my softly before resting his head on my own. I think this was his way of telling me he loves me. Neither of us have said those 3 words in a sentence to each other since the first time. I think we're both scared to
"Go take a hot bath and relax ok?"
I nod and give him another kiss. Turning I head to the bathroom. I open the door before pausing and looking over my shoulder
"Want to join me?"
Sirius' head snapped to me so quickly i thought he might have hurt himself, "I'm sorry?"
"Want to join me in the tub?"
"S-sure," he acted calm and collected but I could tell he was getting excited
Smiling I walk into the bathroom and get the bath ready. I think I was ready to move on from the visions I've seen. I wouldn't let that happen to me. If i can't find the ring and snake then I'll make sure Harry lives and we will wait till Tom comes back. Plus, I'm tired of being terrorized by something that hasn't happened and I miss having sex with my boyfriend
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Bud
FanficWhat if a certain red headed girl had a twin brother? What if said twin brother was a seer and didn't know it? Lily Evans' twin brother Bud finds out the hard way the future isn't very bright. He does, however, find out it can be changed. Now can i...
