Bud

Chapter 37

I couldn't help but sit there in the room for a while. The future did change, Lily and James live, but Sirius still went to Azkaban, and I ended up being tortured to death this time. I also end up having twins, but my son dies. I'm glad I didn't see how the baby died. It still hurt through. I wonder if I knew my daughter got back to Sirius. What happened during the delivery? I have so many questions

Getting up I put the ball into my bag, which is charmed to be light weight and hold more then it normally would. I then headed out of the Room of Requirement and headed down the hall

Some how Peter learns I'm a seer and tells Tom. How did he find out? Maybe he bugged there room? He knows about James' invisible cloak. Maybe he's used it without any of us knowing. Who knows how much Peter truely knows and who knows when he joins up with Tom Riddle. Maybe he's already with Tom. I don't remember the last time I saw his forearm

I pause in the middle of the hall as i see Severus walk inside from one of the school's side doors. He kept looking behind him and even looked around before his eyes stopped on me. He stood there for a moment before glancing around again then walking over to me

"Bud......you um......you alright?"

I couldn't tell how my face looked at the moment because I was still in shock. I didn't know what to do at this moment

"I need your help"

His eyes widen slightly before he glances around again. Obviously he's nervous about something of someone coming. Without a word I grab his arm and pull him into a near by empty room. I charm the room so no one could enter or listen in on our conversation

"What's going on?"

I sat down on one of the empty desks before looking to Severus, "I looked into the future again"

This caught his attention imedently making him move closer, "What did you see?"

"I become pregnant with twins," he paused caught by surprise by this. I almost forgot I hadn't told him I was gay, "I become pregnant and....some how Peter found out I'm a seer. He tells Tom who comes to my house a few hours after the father of my kids leaves. Tom kidnaps me and the vision changes to watch James, Lily, and the father of my children. Peter shows up with my children. One is a baby girl who looked very weak and close to death while the other was dead. His umbilical cord wrapped around his neck"

Severus' face changed to one of sadness. Dispite what he's done I know he cares for Lily and I still, he's just stuck on what to do

"The vision ends with Lily, James, Harry, and my daughter living together but the father of my children goes mad and ends up being sent to Azkaban after my body is found almost unrecognizable"

"What do you want me to do? I can't do very much. Not right now at least"

"If what i saw comes true. If I get captured and have to give birth in a cellar alone. Can you find a way to save my son? And......if I am captured and they do torture me to death......don't let anyone find my body. My kids will need at least 1 parent in there lives"

He's quiet for several moments before he speaks, "Sirius is lucky to have you"

Now that caught me by surprise yet all I did was smile at him, "I'm lucky to have him. If i can change what's to come I would like you to be in my children's lives. I know you will always have a bit of hatred for James and Sirius but.......I don't want you to be alone"

He didn't say anything as he turned and walked to the door, not till he went to grab the handle. Then he paused and spoke with his back to me

"Should you get captured I'll do what I can for your children. I'll also bury you somewhere I know you will like"

He then leaves the room leaving me with a small smile. At least now if something happens to me Sirius won't see what happened to me and he won't go mad. It might be worst, always wondering what happened to me but at least he would be there for our children to raise them

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Once classes were over I spent a little bit of time with Lily before she had to go do Head Girl things. We worked on homework first before we moved onto good dueling spells to learn. I tried acting as normal as possible but I think she could tell something was wrong.

"You looked again didn't you?" Lily asks as I was in the middle of finishing a sentence

I paused for a second before speaking but I didn't look at her, "You and James live. And before you say anything that's all I will say. I also want to tell you I know your upset with Severus too but.....it's because of him you and James live"

I didn't have to look at her to know she had a questionable look on her face. She haven't spoken of Severus since he did what he did. She did her best to pretend she didn't know him. I don't even think she's looked his way since that day.

"Bloody brilliant!" Sirius shouts as he, James, Remus, and Peter all walk into the Head Boy and Head Girl dorm room smiling and laughing

"What trouble have you lot caused now?" Lily asks with a huff but a small smile she tried to hide

"Nothing to worry about love," James tells her with his famous grin, "Now come on, we got Head Boy and Girl duties to attend to"

She narrows her eyes at him for a moment before getting up and packing her stuff up. She gave me a worried look before leaving without a word. Thankfully she gave me the look without the others seeing

"Ooh, it that Charms homework?" Sirius asks as he plops down next to me and wraps an arm around my waist

I smile a bit before pushing the paper over, "Yes, just make sure to change the wording a bit and give it back before class"

"Does that mean your free for a moment?" He wiggles his eyebrows at me as he smirking making me laugh and shake my head

"Finish your homework then we will go have sex"

"Sounds good to me!" He quickly pulls our his homework and works on it quickly while Remus snorts not too far away

"Never knew you could get him to behave so easily with just a promise of sex"

"It only works for Bud," Sirius says with a grin, "Sorry Remus but you offering it wouldn't get me to do anything, well made the opposite of what you wanted. Now hand over the Transfiguration homework"

My eyes turn to Peter as Remus and Sirius spoke. Peter was watching them closely with a small smile on his face and slowly eating sweets. He does this a lot but something about the way he watched now, it's as if they were taking down every single detail he could remember. It might just be my imagination but i wish there was some way to make him vanish from the group for good