Bud

Chapter 10

~Sirius POV~

I dragged Bud all the way to the Room of Requirement. I made the door apear then put him inside and told him to stay. He had no emotions in his eyes ir his face he just looked at me without a care in the world.

With him in there i quickly pull the map out and find Snap in the library. I got there as fast as i could then found him in the back. I went right up to him then held up up against a book shelf hidden from sight and my wand in his neck

"What the hell did you do to Bud?" I snap at him angerly but made sure to whisper

He glanced down then looked back at me, clearly he was worried but at the same time not as worried as i wanted him to be

"In order to see visions clearly you have to take your emotions out if it and clear your mind. Bud couldnt do that so i made a potion for him. He will get his emotions back in 3 days to a week. After that he will go into a bad emotional torment. He will go from happy, to sad, to crying, to angry. His body will be trying to catch up with the emotions that he blocked"

"Why would you give it to him?" I was angry at him but also surprised he was able to make something like that. It sounds like advanced potions stuff

"He was going to keep trying. This was the only way he could see them without losing his mind"

I stare at him for a few more moments before shoving him away. I then turn and leave. I had to warn the others and Lily. I didnt know what to do  with Bud like this and i knew Lily would want to know as soon as possible. Maybe her and James will know what to do

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I stood with the others as we watched Bud stare at us. Lily was pacing a bit unsure how to react and James was watching Bud

"How do you feel?" Peter asks him making me look at Peter like he was stupid, because he was

"Nothing. I feel nothing," he responds while looking at Peter then looks to Lily, "You biting your nails always grossed me out yet now i feel nothing"

I look over and see Lily was biting her nail but stopped after Bud said something

"Well, what did you see?" James asks after a moment

He watches James for a moment before responding, "You some how get Lily to marry you but there is a war going on so it was a small private wedding. You and Lily have a son but Tom Riddle started to hunt you down so you hid," he looks to me, "Sirius is your watcher. He knows where your hiden which puts his life and mind in danger. He thought he was about to die so he told someone else your location yet that person betrayed you all," he looks to Lily, "Tom Riddle finds you. Kills James at the door way of your house. He offers you a place on his side because your a brilliant witch yet you refuse. He kills you but you had used old magic to protect your son, who he was after. Killing you turned your son into a Horcrux"

He pauses and blinks a few times before continuing, "It hasnt all processed yet. Thats all i know for a fact at the moment"

"How old are they?" I ask quickly and even taking a step forward, "Who is Tom Riddle?"

He looks at me, "They are 21. Tom Riddle........i dont know right now"

"Ok," Remus quickly speaks up before anything more can be said, "We go to Dumbledore"

"No!" Lily shouts and turns to Remus, "Bud will get in trouble"

"He will know what to do and if he knows whats going to happen with b.c the war then he could save hundreds of muggles, muggle borns, half bloods, and nayone else"

"Dumbledore sends your son to live with your sister and her husband and son. They lock him in a broom closet, lie to him about you and James, starve him, and treat him like a house elf. Dumbledore was thd one to put him in that house with your sister after you die. He knew your son suffered growing up yet did nothing"

We stare at Bud in shock then i feel myself get angry, "Why didnt Remus or i step in?? We could raised him. Or peter!"

"I dont know"

I groan and run a hand through my hair and thought. Finally i turn and look at Bud, "Ok, we wont ask him anymore questions. Instead we wait until he gets his emotions back then wait till they get under control before we ask him anymore questions. We dont tell anyone about this ok? Once we find out what there is to know then we will figure out what to do"

"Ya, good idea Pads," James puts a hand on my shoulder then walks over to Lily, "Come on, lets get Bud back to his dorm"

She nods then goes to Bud and gently pulls his arm before leading him away and he followed willingly. It was an odd sight to see him like this, so.......empty. I dont like it at all