Bud

Chapter 40

"What are you doing?"

I jump and look up to find Lily standing in the room. I had come back to the Room of Requirements to try and see if i can see where the Horcruxes are

"I was gonna look again"

She crosses her arms and watches me with narrowed eyes, "So why do you look so worried?"

I watch her for several moments before sighing and looking down at the ball

"Because last time I looked I saw myself pregnant. Sirius and I thought it was a boy but ended up being twins, one boy one girl. Tom had kidnapped me before i gave birth. Somehow Peter found out i was a seer and told Tom. I'm not sure how long after but Peter ended up coming to you, James, and Sirius with a baby girl who looked sick and weak. He had a bag and inside was a baby boy with his umbilical cord around his neck. I'm scared I'm going to witness that again or worst......see how it happened"

Lily walks over to me and hugs me tightly from the side. I've never voiced wanting children before because I thought I'd never have any. I didn't know magic could get a man pregnant. I also knew being a wizard I'd never be allowed to adopt a muggle child and dispite the war there aren't a ton of magic children who need adopting

"No matter what you see we can change it," Lily says before pulling away and making me look at her determined look, "Ok?"

I give a small nod and a small smile, "Your right"

She nods then sits next to me on the couch, "Ill be right here the whole time"

Nodding I turn my focus to the crystal ball. I watch it for a moment before focusing. The gray clouds slowly rolled in just like all the times before. I tried to steer the vision to the Horcruxes but I was also trying not to focuse the vision.

The clouds swirled around before I'm pulled into a vision

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I stood in front of Tom Riddle as he sat at the head of a long table in the Malfoy mansion. A Death Eater held a tight grip on my arm. I noticed there on the table was Tom's Diary. One of the Horcruxes

"So, Bud," my eyes move to Tom as he watched my every single movement, "What have you seen so far?"

I was quiet for a moment before i answered, "Not too much. I went into a daze once from trying to force a vision. I can't remember much from the vision I saw"

"Hm, and why did you try to force a vision?"

"I saw parents getting buried," I tried not specifying who's parents. I did see my own get buried but it was Harry's parents that made me force a vision. Seeing my own sister get buried

"You know, I despises muggles," Tom says as he puts his hands folded over the Dairy making me look back at it for a moment, "They are weak useless beings that we should control not fear. You better off without your useless worthless parents"

I didn't say anything as I looked back to Tom and did my best to keep my face blank. His eyes narrow a bit before he smirks

"Your interested in my Dairy"

"I'm just curious what a powerful dark wizard would need with one"

His smirk widens before he shoves the book to me. He went across the entire table before stopping right in front of me

"Go on, open it and see"

I frown at him for a moment before gently touching it the moment i did i gasped and saw quick images and sounds flash though my mind. They were quick and I could hardly keep up with them

Once I finally tore my hand away from it I almost fell to the floor as i groaned a bit in pain. My free arm wrapped around my very swollen belly

"What did you see?" Tom sounded eager now, almost impatient

"Congratulations, your to be a father of a daughter who hates you. She finds this Dairy and tries to draw in it. You snatch it from her and gave it to Malfoy to hold onto instead of leaving it in your mother's pureblood house hold. What I don't understand is why it's so important"

Tom narrows his eyes at me and tries to get into my mind but I had my mind protected. He tried a few times before stopping and smirking

"You really don't know do you?" He stands up and slowly walks to me with his arms behind his back, "You have learned to hide your mind. That's a hard task to do especially against someone as strong as me. I'm impressed. Sadly for you I know you have nothing to hide from me"

He stops in front of me watching my every movement, "If you were lying or hiding something, however, well," he reaches out and puts his hand on my belly bump, "Be ashame if something happened to your child"

"You won't believe me weather I tell the truth or not"

He smiles again but this one was more of a creepy smile as he offers me a hand, "Why don't you look and see? See if your child died or not from your lies or betrayal"

I didn't want to touch his hand or any of his skin but i could possibly see something if I did. Taking a slow deep breath in I quickly grab his hand and am forced to see and hear things I never wanted to see or year. I couldn't stop myself from screaming and dropping to my knees

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I gasp and quickly drop the crystal ball, which lands on a pillow. I started putting a pillow at my feet just in case I did drop the ball so it wouldn't shatter

"Bud? Are you ok?"

Lily grabs my hand making me look to her quickly. I watched her for a moment before looking at our hands

"I......I think while I'm pregnant......my abilities are heightened"

"What do you mean?"

"Right now I need a crystal ball to see yet just now I saw myself getting visions from touching a Horcrux and touching Tom Riddle"

"Were you able to see those visions?"

I shook my head no slowly, "No but....my future self said something. I told Tom he gives his Diary Horcrux to Malfoy instead of leaving it in his mother's pureblood family home. What if i said that outloud to try and tell my past set where it was or where I thought it was"

"Its possible," she says as she looks down in thought, "If your stronger while pregnant then that would be the best time for you to get as much information as possible"

I sat there for several moments thinking. If that was the case then I have to let myself get captured in the future so my future self can warn my past self. That means as of right now I can't stop myself from being kidnapped. I just hope my future self can find all the Horcruxes before I really have to live though getting captured and tortured