Chapter 30

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I yawned widely, so wide tears built up in my eyes. I was exhausted but i couldnt go to sleep, not yet

"Have you been getting enough sleep?" Lily asks worriedly as she and i walk to the Head Boy and Girl housing. We were planning on studying and doing homework together

"Im fine"

"You've been yawning non stop for days. You have bags under your eyes too"

"Im fine Lily," i give her a small smile to try and reassure her i was fine

She frowns but says nothing as she opens the painting and we walk in. Sirius, James, Remus, and Peter were all already sitting on the couches with a coffee table in the middle of the room and the fire place on the wall. The fire was buring but the room felt comfortable

Lily and i sat at a 2 person table and we both got out stuff out. I couldnt help but yawn again

"Wait, what ingredient am i missing?" James asks after muttering out the ingredients he was writing

"Slug Horn," i speak up as i look over my homework

He doesnt say anything but i could hear him writing. I lifted my quill and work in my homework. I was able to finish one full page of homework before James speaks up again

"What was that charm we went over at the first of the year?"

"Ascendio," i answer again with a sigh

"You alright Bud?" I head Sirius asks clearly worried

"Im fine, just tired," i rest my chin on my hand and my elbow on the table

It goes quiet again and i feel myself start to doze off a bit jumping awake anytime someone spoke. I wasnt paying attention to what was being said until James shout, which woke me up and made me sit up a but

"Are you fucking serious?!"

My mind was so burned up from studing for these tests we have in a few days and the homework i was busy working on and the fact that i hadnt gotten much sleep so i was sleep deprived. I didnt even think about what James said. Instead i just answer without thinking like i had been doing with all of his questions, "Yes"

The moment i realized what i said i froze. I kept staring down at my paper however my hand had paused in its movement. I heard Sirius making a choking sound for a moment then i could tell he turned to look at me by the sound of him moving on the couch however i didnt move. I could feel everyone now looking at me, not just Sirius, however Lily's gaze felt much heavier and i knew better then to look up at it

"Im sorry......what?"

I sat there for a solid minute just sitting there before sighing heavily, "Ok im sleep deprived and in no shape to ask anymore questions. Im going to go sleep for the rest of the day"

I get up and grab my stuff but beford i could Leave the room Lily spoke up

"Go sleep in my bed. No one will desterb you. Come back out once your well rested"

I nod sleepily and head off to her room and collaps on her bed falling asleep instantly

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I woke up to bright light hitting my eyes. Groaning i stretch out and groan again in pleasure as mu body pops and cracks as i move.

After i stretch i sit up and find im still in my clothes from yesterday and my bag is just laying on the floor some of my school work coming out of it. I was a bit confused as to what was going on, i didnt know why i was in Lily's room

It was Saturday so i knew i didnt have any classes. Getting up i leave the room and find everyone sitting in the living room talking and laughing a moment later hoever Peter spots me first and sits up straight making everyine go quite and look to me

"There you are," Lily smirks at me making me frown

"Here i am...."

"So, care to explain?" She adds making me look around confused

"Explain what?"

"Do you remember what you said yesterday?" James asks with a raised eyebrow

I blink several times before looking around then looking back at him, "To be completely honest i dont even remember how i got here or why im here"

"Honestly what have you been doing?" Lily frowns deeply at me, "Why are you so tired?"

"No reason!"

She frowns deeply at me but says nothing. Instead James speaks up again

"You admitted to fucking Sirius"

"Im sorry?" I look to him shocked then look to Sirius who was leaning forward with his arms on his legs and his hair looking a bit messy from messing with it a lot

"You did," he agrees and gives a small smile, "James shouted 'Are you serious?' And i guess you assumed he ment me"

I could feel my ears burning as i clear my thoat and nod slightly, "Oops...."

He chuckles, "I told you you need to sleep more"

"I....I will get more sleep"

"So," Lily asks and leans back while giving me a smug look, "When were you going to tell me about you sleeping with Sirius?"

"When were you going to tell me youve been sleeping with James?" I shot back catchting her off guard and making her face burn red

"What are you talking about?"

"Lily, love," i cross my arms and tilt my head, "Sirius and i went to check on you and James and found closth all over the tent and could hear your giggling with your ned hidden from sight. Ive also seen your room where i saw a few anti-pregnancy potions. You also didnt hide that hickey on your neck very well"

She instantly puts a hand over her neck blushing more while the guys chuckle, "Its harder to hide then it seems!"

"Ya it is. Sirius has to hide tons on both of us before we got back to Hogwarts"

That left Lily speechless making me chuckle. That is till i look at the time

"Shit im late"

"Late to what?" Sirius asks with a frown

I pause for a moment before sighing heavily, "Look, just......give me till Christmas and i will explain ok?"

He frowns but says nothing as i run off quickly

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