My little Judith

Fifty

Judith POV

We were back at the pack now. I've officially moved in and now it's officially mine and Alec's home. We got back a few days ago and haven't left. Alec hasn't been able to keep his hands to himself, neither have I if I'm being honest. Three days on the trot we've done nothing but eat, sleep and fuck.

If we're not using our hands, we're using our mouths, or Alec's cock is buried deep inside me. He's supposed to be working but hasn't shown up because every time he gets ready to leave I just want to jump him. I don't know why, but I can't resist, I just want to have him touching me. A few times all we've done is cuddle after having mind blowing sex and that's just as good as the act itself.

"I have to get to work. I can't miss anymore." Alec muttered into my hair as we cuddled. His arms tightly wrapped around me, nothing could beat this. This right here is the best feeling I could ever feel.

"I don't want you to go." I whispered and snuggled into his warm chest even more. He's not usually ever warm, most of the time cold. But right now he's warm and I want to keep him close.

"I know, little one. But I can't have anymore time off. Marco's getting a bit fed up of me not showing up." He chuckled a little. "I'll be back before you know it."

"Do you have to go?" I looked up at him, tears in my eyes.

"What's got you so upset, huh?" Alec frowned pulling me so I'm flush against his chest. "Why do you not want me to go? What's going on, little one?"

I looked down and shrugged. "I don't know." I replied in a whisper. "I don't know."

"Why are you crying? Have I done something?"

"No. I don't know what's wrong with me. I just don't want you to be away from me." I stated.

"Are you getting homesick?" He asked.

Hesitantly, I nodded and looked down ashamed. With Alec here it takes my mind away from things, but when he's not here I feel alone. At home I'd have my mum and dad, I have everyone there. Here I only have Alec. I don't really know anyone on the level that I know Alec.

"Why didn't you tell me? Judith I don't want you to be uncomfortable or lonely or anything like that. Our home should be a safe place for you, I just want you to be happy." He sighed a little. "Tell me what's bothering you."

"I love it here, the whole place is amazing. The house, the territory, the people are so kind and welcoming. But I don't have anyone other than you. I can't just go places and do things like you do." I tell him. "I guess I just feel a bit lonely. When you're here I don't think about it, but when you're gone it's all I think about. Being in this big house on my own. It's getting to me."

"I'm sorry I didn't realise sooner, little one. But when things get difficult for you I'm not here to ignore it, you need to tell me so I can make it easier and better for you. Tell me how I can help, tell me what to do so I can make you feel more at peace here." Alec stated.

"I really don't know." I whispered. "I would love to start a family, but I want to be able to spoil my siblings first. Maybe I can get a job. Do the same hours as you, so then we start and finish at the same time. Then we have can breakfast and dinner together."

"Okay. I'll talk to Marco today to see if there's anything available for you. But in the meantime, why don't you go to the clearing where the pups play. Talk to people, Maggie and Whitney are there most of the time, I can't remember a time where Marco and Wes were looking for them and they weren't there with the pups. They won't let you be alone, little one, I promise you that." He told me. I nodded and buried my face into his chest again.