My little Judith

Sixty-one

Judith POV

Alec and I laid in bed while our family was still all over the twins. Our arms were wrapped around each other, holding one another like we haven't done it in centuries. It's only been months, but somehow it feels like it's been so much longer. I buried my nose into his side, inhaling his scent that has been burned into my mind so I'd never forget it.

Alec ran his hand through my hair, his nose, like mine, also buried into my hair taking in my scent. Being away for a while made me miss his touch, his smell, his warmth. The love in his eyes that make me weak in the knees every time he looks at me. I can't help but want us to stare into nothing but each others eyes so I have nothing else to look at other than his love.

Alec pulled me up his body so I could rest under his chin. His arms circling me so I couldn't leave his grip no matter how much I wanted to. Not that I want to. Once again his nose in my hair inhaling every couple of seconds. I look up at him and kiss his chin. Then his cheek. Then his lips. A slow and steady kiss pouring out everything we feel into that one kiss.

Alec rolled us over so he hovered over me. I parted my legs so his body could fit and gently lay on top of me. My arms wrapped around his shoulders keeping him close. The kiss didn't change. All we did was hold each other and kiss one another reminding ourselves how we felt together. And it certainly reminded me of what I've missed.

This time away was good though. Sometimes people just need a break to realise how good they've got it. That's exactly what Alec and I needed. Not just him, both of us. We both needed to figure out what we actually wanted, what we expected from one another without being together. I know what I've thought about, I know what I expect from Alec, but has he done the same?

Does he know what he wants from me? Does he know what he expects from me? All that was before was a mate bond, not an actual relationship with honesty and trust. What we had was dishonesty and no communication at all. All we did was shout and walk away, Alec wasn't always honest with me, nor did we communicate.

That's why I expect from him. Honesty, communication, unconditional love and someone simply by my side. Would he want the same? Expect it of me? I know I'm not exactly the easiest person to be around sometimes, but at least I tried to talk things through where as Alec likes to raise his voice and walk away from it all. Instead of talking it out like we should so shit doesn't go how it did the last time.

Alec pulled away and nudged his nose with mine. Our eyes lock and I push my fingers through his now short hair. The stubble of his being shaved stabbing my fingers.

"Why'd you cut it?" I frown. Alec gave me a soft smile before moving down the bed and stuffing his face between my boobs. My frown deepened not liking that he isn't telling me. "Alec?"

He sighed softly, his hot breath hitting my chest. Alec raised his head and put his chin where his nose was once buried.

"It reminded me of you." He whispered. "You liked to play with it, pull it when we mated. I, I didn't like it when it wasn't your hands playing with it. The times you'd force me to sit on the floor between your legs while you brushed it because I didn't. I stopped maintaining it because I loved having you boss me around and making me sit on the floor while you did whatever you wanted. That's why I cut it. It no longer had a use. For your hands to grab it while my tongue fucks you into oblivion. I didn't know how long you wanted space, so I cut it so it was easier to keep on top of, and that it didn't get played with by anyone else other than you."

"Grow it out? For me?" I asked.

"You will never see my sister near my hair again. Unless it gets too long." He chuckled making me smile.

"Right where it was." I muttered. "Was perfect. I like this." I said pushing my fingers through the hair on top of his head. "But I love it when it's long. Just enough for me for me to grab it. Maybe I need to start holding on tighter. Then you'd never be able to walk away from me."

"You don't need to hold on, little one. I will glue my feet to the ground so I can't ever walk away." He frowned a little. Seriousness in his eyes. "But by all means hold on. It won't be to stop me from walking away, it'll be because you need me to keep you stable while I devour your luscious cunt. To pull me away when it gets too much because I will never stop until you force me away." Alec said.

My cheeks heated and my pussy clenched in apprehension. A sly smirk formed on Alec's lips knowing the effect he has on me. What his words do to me. I know he can smell my arousal just as I feel his start to harden on my thigh. He's so close. Either to fuck me with his cock or his tongue, I'd take either, both if it was my choice.

"The good thing about my hair short." Alec murmured while kissing my chest. "Is that there's nothing to grab. So I could have you up all night, coming over and over again with just my tongue. Do you want that? Do you want me to fuck you with my tongue all night long?"

My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I closed my eyes. No matter what, Alec knows how to get my cunt weeping with slick. My clit pulsing with need, waiting to be touched. It's been a while since I've been touched by Alec and I know he'll make me cum in a few minutes because he knows all the spots that make me climax.

"Fuck." I moaned when his warm mouth took my nipple in. The hardened bud peaked and ready for his tongue to circle it, for his teeth to tug it. His finger pressing and circling my clit through my pyjama shorts had me bucking my hips begging for more.

"I hope you got enough sleep last night, little one." Alec smirked at me.

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