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Reversal 18

"B-Beomgyu, you know we shouldn't—"

"Shh," Beomgyu hushed him and made him sit on the bed.

Taehyun gasps, he keeps on biting his lips and fidgeting his fingers. "B-but..."

"I'm not going to touch you nor do anything harm to you. I'm just helping you out," Beomgyu reasoned out and went to the other side of his wide bed. "Just sleep."

Beomgyu went under the thick blanket and faced the other side. Taehyun who's seeing Beomgyu's back, sighs. He tucked himself in despite of worries and doubts. He needs to sleep or he'll mess up tomorrow but he's feeling so wrong right now.

Yes, it might be a great help but Beomgyu is his ex and he has a boyfriend.

But still he finally rests his back and closes his eyes. He thought being with someone now will make him more at ease but the gap between him and Beomgyu's making him still feel empty.

If it's Hueningkai, he'll probably hugs him tight and even hum him a song but also, if Beomgyu is still his lover up today, he'll probably do the same.

Taehyun's mind is in chaos. His feelings are making him uncomfortable and confused.

So he sighs and gets up out of bed, planning to call Hueningkai until he'll fall asleep- hearing his lover's voice is making him calm. But a warm hand stops him from walking away and it's Beomgyu.

"I'll be fine— oh!" Taehyun startled and felt the soft mattress against his back then warm arms envelop him that made him gasps.

"Don't go... Just stay here."

Taehyun got frozen in there. He doesn't know what to say or reply to Beomgyu. The older's voice is deep and sweet, pleasing to ears. And so Taehyun breathe, finally accepting the warm embrace of his past lover.

There was silence... and more silence. Both found comfort in each other's presence like they used to be. And before they could utter another word they are already fallen into deep asleep.

Choi Beomgyu wakes up feeling comfortable. He slowly opens his eyes and realizes he's hugging someone and that someone, Kang Taehyun, is hugging him back.

He smiles.

He observes how the younger sleeps near his chest. He still look the same, he still look likes the same Taehyun he meet before; fragile, cute, calm, beautiful even if asleep. He brushes some strand of his hair that is resting on his forehead. A sudden urge of gesture was pushed in him but he didn't do it— he shouldn't.

Instead he just hugged him even tighter. He never sleeps this comfortable and warm after the last time he had Taehyun beside him on his bed. He misses the feeling and he wanted, somehow, to feel it again... even if he should not be.

The alarm rings and Beomgyu closes his eyes, pretending to be sleeping when he felt Taehyun moves from the first second of the sound. He smiles at the back of his head because he knows Taehyun is a morning person unlike him.