Reversal | Taegyu Fanfiction

Reversal 50

“Taehyun, Taehyun please listen to me. Please, Love. I’m going to explain—“

“What is there to explain, Choi Beomgyu!?” Taehyun raved as they enter the house, lights are in dim and they are at the living room confronting each other.

“What!? What was that huh!?” Taehyun yelled, crying. “Who is she to you?”

“She’s right, yes, she’s my fiancée and—and I’m sorry, I’m sorry please—Taehyun!” Beomgyu raised his voice when he saw how Taehyun fall from where he’s standing and tried to catch him.

“Don’t touch me! D-don’t touch me please… p-please. Please just leave me alone please,” he bawls and hugs his knees.

Beomgyu stood in there, looking down while hearing Taehyun’s continues loud cries and sobs. He then walk closer and kneel in front of him, hands are clasped and as well as crying.

“You know… You know it’s a business thing. I didn’t really know her but… but it just got arranged and I needed her— the company needed her for legacy and I can’t say no to my dad’s plans. Taehyun, I know it’s my fault. I know I hid it to you because I thought… I thought I can fix it. I thought I can manage to change my dad’s mind before you’ll knew about it,” Beomgyu started to explain.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry if I did this. I-I just love you so much that when I saw you again right in front of me, being caring as always, I just can’t help it b-but love you even more. You know that. You know how I love you so much,” he continued and tried to reach Taehyun’s hand.

“You’ve hurt me,” Taehyun whispered and felt Beomgyu’s hands caressing his.

“I know, I know, I’m sorry, Love. I’m sorry,” Beomgyu cries and hold on tight on Taehyun’s hand.

“I thought… I thought I’m the one who messed up everything but,” he paused to looked at Beomgyu. “But it’s you,” he blamed. “You made me as your personal assistant, you started making move eventhough you know I have Kai, where in fact he was the one who was always with me during the times do you weren’t around. You encouraged me to cheat because you know! You know that it only takes words, gestures, and a kiss then… then here we go again feeling in love. You know what? I’m so dumb to love you again,” Taehyun expressed his feelings.

“Taehyun please don’t say that,” Beomgyu pleaded.

“No!” Taehyun raved and pushed Beomgyu away then stands up. “I don’t want to ruin other’s relationship, Beomgyu! I’m leaving!” he yelled and storms towards their room.

Beomgyu quickly followed him upstairs and he saw Taehyun packing up his clothes. He run towards him and hug him from behind and cries. “D-don’t do this please. Please, Love. Don’t leave me alone, please, give me more time,” he pleaded.

“W-what more to give time, Beomgyu? What? This is too much already. We shouldn’t be dating in the first place. P-please… please let’s just stop this,” Taehyun cries as well. “Please,” he pleaded and stops from moving to cover his face with his palms, feeling weakened.

“Taehyun look at me, please,” Beomgyu said and made Taehyun turn around to face him. He cupped his cheeks. “Don’t you love me anymore?” Beomgyu asks.

“S-stop please,” Taehyun looked away, wanting to pull off Beomgyu’s hands off him.

“Tell me, tell me, don’t you love me?” he asks again.

“J-just stop please,” Taehyun sobs, as if getting chocked by the air. “Just stop it.”

“Do you love me, Kang Taehyun!?”

“I do!” Taehyun shouted back and pierced Beomgyu’s eyes. “I fucking do! I love you for fuck’s sake, Choi Beomgyu! And I hate the fact that no matter what we do we’re still going to see ourselves in the same fucking situation as if we’re in a fucking reversal! I fucking hate it that I can’t love you alone! Why!? Why does it have to be like this, huh!? Why…”

Beomgyu hugged him tighter and felt Taehyun weighs suddenly add up, falling on him, so he catched him. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, Love,” that’s all he can say while kissing the younger’s top of the head.

Taehyun didn’t responded for another second and when he called him, that’s when he realized that he fallen out of consciousness. Beomgyu panicked and quickly carried him downstairs, put him inside the car and speed it up until they reached the nearest hospital.

“What happened sir?” the attending nurse in the E.R quickly asked while helping Beomgyu to lay him down on the bed.

“H-he, he just collapsed, I don’t r-really know,” Beomgyu pants as he answered.

“Calm down, sir, we’ll take care of it,” the nurse replied and she called a physician to check up on Taehyun while Beomgyu looks at them.

Beomgyu’s so confused. He doesn’t know what to do all he knows is he’s the one to blame. He hid a lot of things to Taehyun and decided to do things alone and now here’s the result of what he did. The consequences.

“Sir? He hyperventilate, he’s just dehydrated and due to over fatigue as well and stress,” the physician said. “Don’t worry, he’ll wake up soon,” he added and leave them.

Beomgyu closed the curtains and then takes a seat. He then holds to Taehyun’s hand. “I’m sorry, Love. Please forgive me,” he whispered, can’t stop his eyes from crying again.

Beomgyu just stayed in there, holding Taehyun’s hand for hours, not wanting to let him go… again. He doesn’t want the younger to leave him alone. He lost track of time in his seat until he saw Taehyun’s eyelids moving as well as his finger.

“Taehyun? Taehyun…” he called.

Taehyun slowly open his eyes and tears immediately escape as he heard Beomgyu’s voice calling his name. He doesn’t know what to answer so he just stared at the ceiling.

“I want to leave, Beomgyu. Please allow me,” Taehyun said.

“You can’t… I can’t,” Beomgyu rejected. “Let me fix this, please?”

“What’s there to fix, huh?” he moved his head sideways to see Beomgyu’s puff eyes and still crying. “You’re going to get married, you need to have a successor and I can’t do that. She can—”

“I know, I know but… But does it matter? I’ll have a kid with her so what? I’ll still love you. That’s how it works too,” Beomgyu reasoned.

Taehyun frowns, “What? You’re going to make her your trophy wife? No. That’s a no. You shouldn’t do that to a woman,” Taehyun refused.

“Then how can I make you stay? I… I want to be with you, Love. Please don’t leave me,” Beomgyu begged to Taehyun.

“Staying with you is useless,” Taehyun muttered and looked back at the ceiling. “We’re just… we’re just gonna hurt each other.”

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