Mine 17
Kassi
A WOMAN CAUGHT GOING INSIDE GOT7'S DORM. IS SHE ONE OF THE MEMBER'S SECRET GIRLFRIEND?
Halos maihagis ko ang ipad ko ng mabasa ko ang kumakalat na article sa internet. Sabi na eh! Hindi pwedeng walang makakakita
Binasa ko ang buong article. It says
The picture is from a fan waiting outside Got7's dorm. The fan stated that the girl went inside the dorm at 6 pm and left after 5 hours of staying. Who is she? Is she one of the member's secret girlfriend or just a family member?
Wala pang nilalabas na statement tungkol sa issue ang JYP Entertainment. Paano pag kailangan akong kausapin ng CEO tungkol sa issue? Paano pag---
"Babe!" Nagulat man ako ay tumakbo pa rin ako papunta kay Mark at niyakap ito
"I'm scared" bulong ko dito habang lalong binbaon ang mukha ko sa dibdib nito. Ang bango
"Don't worry hindi ko naman kailangan maglabas ng statement. Maliit na issue lang yan okay? Buti nga hindi nakuhanan ang mukha mo. Basta always be careful ha? As much as possible wag kang magkukwento ng kahit ano tungkol sating dalawa" paalala nito. "Hindi rin naman nagalit ang CEO. He said he understands at kailangan lang natin mag-ingat"
What does he mean na Mr. Park understands? May alam na ba ito?
Days went through at mas naging maingat kami ni Mark. Hindi kami nagkikita sa labas dahil paniguradong mainit ang mata ng mga fans sa kanila at inaabangan kung sino ang may girlfriend sa kanilang pito
GOT7'S MARK TUAN CAUGHT GOING OUT WITH THE GIRL WHO WENT TO THEIR DORMITORY. ARE THEY IN THE RELATIONSHIP?
Got7's Mark Tuan is caught going out with same girl who went to their dormitory. Fans caught them going out together. And some people even saw Mark Tuan going inside the her house late at night and leaving early in the morning. Are they living together now?
I cried as soon as I read the news. Bagong balita bagong pasakit.
"So anong gusto niyong gawin? Aminin na sa public?" Tanong samin ni Mr. Park
"It's not yet time, sir" sagot naman ni Mark
"Maybe you two needs a break. Why don't you go back to LA first hanggang sa mawala ang issue? You can come back 2 weeks before the comeback, Mark"
"Thank you so much, sir" i hugged him as a sign of respect
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Kalat na ang mukha ko sa internet kaya tama na rin siguro na umalis muna ako. Mauuna ang flight ko kay Mark at after 2 days pa siya aalis para di halata. Dahil binigyan din ang ibang members ng break, naisipan na lang nilang sumama kay Mark sa LA para magpahinga.
"Oh my God my baby girl..." mom cried as she saw me walked inside our house. "I saw the news, Kassi. Okay ka lang ba?"
"Ofcourse, mom. Mark is taking good care of everything"
"Kung sa China ka na lang kaya mag-stay? For sure di ka na susundan ng media doon" she handed me a cup of cold choco
"I'm fine, mommy. Mas maayos na kami ni Mark ngayon compared nung mga nagtatago pa kami"
"Then your happiness is my happiness too. If you ever thought of giving up, mommy is always here for you" i hugged her and smiled. I'm so lucky to have a mother like her
Hindi natapos ang balita ng umalis kami sa Korea. Mas grumabe pa nga dahil nagtatago raw kami ni Mark. I have many haters but I gained fans. They talked to me through twitter telling me that they supports me and Mark.
But everything is just so new to me. I can't handle things like this. I hate publicity and I hate the fact that lots of people hates me for doing nothing. Just for doing what? For loving their idol? For loving the man that in the first place, really belongs to me.
Receiving death treaths is fine with me but the fact that they are hurting my mother too, I just can't let it pass.
The fans are sabotaging my mother's business. Madami silang paninirang ginagawa tulad ng biglang pagpasok sa botique at paninira ng mga damit. They're crazy, yes. Very very crazy to the extent that I can't take this anymore.
"What did you just say?! Stop this?!" Halos mabingi ako sa lakas ng sigaw nito
Nandito kami sa kwarto ko ngayon at gaya ng nakagawian, tumatakas ito papasok sa kwarto ko at tabi kaming natutulog
"Mark this is just too much! They are hurting my mother!"
"So you will just give up?!"
"Why are you being like this, Mark?! In the first place, pinagdukdukan mo sakin na wala tayong relasyon. Ano tayo, fuck buddys?! At ano ako?! Babaeng ililive in mo?!" Nakita kong nagulat siya sa sigaw ko. "I'm tired of this, Mark! I'm tired of loving you kahit na hindi mo ako mahal! Siguro naman tama na ang mga naawa ko para----"
"Kailan ko sinabing hindi kita mahal?" Tanong nito sa mababang boses. "I'm doing this because I love you. Can't you see my efforts, Kassandra?! Kahit na pagod na ako ginagawa ko pa rin ang lahat makita lang kita dahil mahal kita!"
