Mine 28
Kassi
It's December and it's almost Christmas. Mommy went home last week to be with me this Christmas.
We decided to celebrate Christmas and New Year with the Tuans. Kami na lang kasi ni Mommy ang magkasama so para mas masaya, inaya kami nila Papa to be with them.
"Wow I wish I can celebrate Christmas with you" Mark
"Yeah make sure you're with us next Christmas." I told him and smiled
I am lying on my bed, ipad on my hand and grinnig like crazy. I just miss him so damn much
"Sabi ni CEO we can go home next month just like last year. I can finally see you again! And Junior, Jackson and BamBam will come with me!" He looks so happy but it hurts to tell him that I can't see him next month
"Well that's a good news! You can see your friends and family again!" I tried to be cheerful
"And you! I can hug you, kiss you and even date you! Miss na miss na talaga kita" nagpout pa ito sa harapan ko
"I have a bad news for you, Mark." Biglang naglaho ang ngiti niya ng marinig ako.
"Baby pwedeng next time na yang bad news na yan? Masaya ako ngayon oh!" Nakangiting sabi nito
"Magi-stay ako kila Daddy next month. He wants to be with me" nakayukong sabi ko sa kanya
"Then can I visit you? I'm sure he'll be happy to meet me. Baby can I?" Nuon pa man ay gusto ng makilala ni Mark ang daddy ko. Too sad, he wasn't able to meet him in person
"I think it's not a good idea. Maybe next time ipapakilala na kita ha?" Lumungkot nanaman ang mukha nito at halatang nasaktan
"Okay. I'm gonna call you later okay? I'll just do something first" he said and went off
I sighed and placed my phone on the table beside my bed. Sorry Mark
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Christmas came and we are all happy celebrating together.
"Thank you for inviting us, Raymond, Dorine." Mommy
"Ano ka ba we are already a family. Kahit naman wala pang relasyon ang mga anak natin noon, pamilya na ang turing namin sa inyo" Mama Tuan
"Thank you so much for accepting me and Kassi. I won't forget you" Mommy
"Mom! Bakit ba para kang namamaalam dyan?" I think something is wrong with my mom
"Sana kahit na wala ako, you will take care of my Kassi. She's too precious for me" I hugged Mommy and told her to stop. I can't take this anymore
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Mommy went to Paris before New Year so I was left alone with the Tuans. She broke her promise to celebrate New Year with me pero sabi naman niya babawi siya
Wala naman masyadong nangyari sa New Year namin. Ka-skype lang namin si Mark the whole celebration at nagsindi sila ng fire crackers. Just a simple celebration with the family.
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I looked at my clothes on my bed. Diba pag sinukat daw ang damit bago kayo umalis, hindi matutuloy? Isukat ko kaya ang damit ko para hindi na ako umalis?
I remembered my foolishness before Mark went to Korea to train.
*flashback*
"Babe what are you doing?" Takang tanong ni Mark ng pilit kong isinusot sa kanya yung damit na susuotin niya bukas papuntang Korea
"Sinusukat ko lang sayo yung damit na susuotin mo bukas. Diba pag isinusukat mo ang damit, di ka matutuloy? Parang yung sa kasal pag sinukat ang gown? Dali na baby isukat mo na baka di ka matuloy bukas" Tumutulo na pala ang luha ko pero wala akobg pakialam.
I don't want him to go. I just want here beside me.
Mark cupped my face and made me look at him.
"Baby listen, I will comeback whenever I can. Dont cry anymore okay? And stupid, sa kasal lang nangyayari yun." He laughed and kissed the tip of my nose. "I love you"
*end of flashback*
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From : Papa Tuan
Mark is with me now. Take care there okay? I'll see you soon!
I smiled and kissed him on the picture. See you soon, Mark.
