TW//: This chapter contains depictions of mental issues such as commitment issues, fear of abandonment, and other depressing and sad topics. If you're experiencing the things written in this chapter, 1. You aren't alone and 2. Seeking professional help WILL help <3
Just last week my parents were released from the hospital, and were able to come home. For the first time in months we're all home together, like a real family.
The change has put me on edge, and it doesn't help that I'm starting to get stressed about school again. It's making me scared and doubt myself and others alot.
Rex and I have been dating for quite some time, and they're quite sweet to me. I love them very much, but am not sure how to tell them. I love them very much, but I often feel like I'm not enough. I'm at home, in bed, when Rex texts me.
Rexasaurus69
Hey love
TheDelilahLyrics
Hey
Rexasaurus69
How was your day?
TheDelilahLyrics
It was okay ig
Rexasaurus69
You sure?
TheDelilahLyrics
Do you not like me?
I feel hot shame cover my face, emotions whirling inside me. I know deep down I shouldn't have asked, but I did. I can't help myself. I have to know. I feel myself spinning out of control as the conversation progresses.
Rexasaurus69
What? Of course I like you honey! I love you
TheDelilahLyrics
Then why don't you show it?
Rexasaurus69
What? I do
TheDelilahLyrics
No you don't
Otherwise I wouldn't feel useless and unwanted
Rexasaurus69
What are you talking about?
I want you
You aren't useless
Oh love, how long have you been feeling like this?
TheDelilahLyrics
A while now.
Am I not enough?
Do I not do enough?
Rexasaurus69
You do!
You're amazing and you make me so happy!
TheDelilahLyrics
That's not what I asked
Rexasaurus69
But you do! I love you and you mean alot to me and the world to tons of other people!!
TheDelilahLyrics
Okay...
Rexasaurus69
Why?
TheDelilahLyrics
Idk I just feel like I'm not enough with you
Rexasaurus69
Are you going to break up with me?
God you are, aren't you.
TheDelilahLyrics
Idk
Rexasaurus69
Idk?
TheDelilahLyrics
Sorry I just don't feel good in this relationship
And you're mad
So you probably hate me don't you
I should have never brought this up
I'm such an idiot
Rexasaurus69
I'm not mad I'm just confused
TheDelilahLyrics
You're gonna see I'm a bad person and breka up with me
You probably already want to
I'm a terrible person
Let's just be friends
You're better off without me
I'm ruining everything
Your life
Your happiness
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