Kpop Sickfics / Hurtfics

💜 Jin + Namjoon - Forgiven

~ Namjoon's POV ~

After rehearsals and day long dance practices, the only thing I really look forward to, is Jin-hyung's cooking. Lately, he's been trying out new recipes, because the maknaes complained, that they were getting bored.

- Tonight, I present to you rice with veggies and meat! Simple, but I think it's delicious! - He put a huge bowl of food on the table, and dinner finally began.

- Hyung, this is incredible. - Jimin said, before stuffing another spoonful of rice into his mouth. He was right, it was one of the best dishes Jin ever made. - What's in it?

- Plain rice, zucchini, carrots, peas, and for the meat I used pork and some shrimp too. And of course, soy sauce... - He suddenly stopped, his eyes widened as he looked at me. - Joon, did you eat?

- Uh, yeah, it's really good. - I thought he was appalled that I didn't compliment him instantly. But he looked more worried than angry.

- There's shrimp in it... - He whispered. Everyone's movements stopped in mid-air, as the room slowly filled with shock and panic.

I was severely allergic to shellfish.

I immediately spat out the bite I just took, but the damage was already done. Maybe just because I focused on it, but I already started feeling symptoms.

My skin was suddenly very itchy.
My throat started itching and closing up.
My lungs felt like they were being squeezed, and I got less and less air by the second.

- Hyung, how could you, you know he's allergic! - Jungkook was already next to me, his hands on my back and chest, trying to hold be upright. My breathing was slowly becoming wheezing, and my runny nose didn't help it either.

- I'm so so sorry, Joon, I forgot. It wasn't on purpose, I promise! I'm so stupid, how could I forget? - Jin was in tears, but I couldn't really pay attention. My condition was becoming dangerously bad.

- Do you have an epipen by chance? - Hobi asked, and I shook my head. I always avoided shellfish, I didn't think I would ever need an epipen.

This was the point, where I started spacing out. I remember not being able to breathe well, someone shouting "Ambulance!", and then two men in masks standing over me with syringes and oxygen masks.

I wanted to stay awake, but I was way too weak at that point. So - I just let go of everything.

~ Seokjin's POV ~

After I realized, that I accidentally put shrimp in the food, and Namjoon ate some, everything happened so fast.

He started going into anaphylaxis, and I didn't know what to do. I just stood there, awkwardly apologizing, feeling helpless. An ambulance had to be called, because his breathing was becoming shallow and irregular.

On the way to the hospital, I was still in a state of shock. I kept apologizing to anyone, who would listen, before Yoongi shut me down.

- Save your apologies for Namjoon. Although a simple sorry won't be enough, you almost killed him. - He was furious with me, as where the others. Rightfully so, but it still hurt.

When we got to see Namjoon, he was already awake. Thankfully, the doctors and nurses took good care of him, and he could come home the next day. I was still feeling bad, so Hobi and Yoongi went to pick him up. I don't know if it was the remorse, or what, but I was feeling nauseous, dizzy, and overall sick.