Heya guys, so I've reached the max limit :( I can't continue this book anymore
Upon reviewing the chapters here, I've realized that I really am just living in a cycle
[ Finally seeing good things again, believing in living again, and trying to attain those core memories and lovely purposes.
Then one thing triggers everything, the things I've been working on to fix crumbles down, and I'm stuck again.
Every day I discover unhealthy defense mechanisms, coping mechanisms and other mechanisms lol— and address them, figure out why that happened or what made it occur
Then seeing good things again, believing in happiness, and trying to give life a chance— a purpose, a reason to keep going
but one thing triggers– ARGHH OVER AND OVER AGAINN ]
I think of life all the time, give it questions but I'm never answered… that makes me think "death" is the only solution
but then again– I just can't leave yet,
I've figured to continue my journey and fucked up cycle until the very end
To all those people whom I've touched heart, I wish you find your purpose, core values and stuff like that
Thank you for reading this far, I am truly grateful for being able to pour this all out.. Sorry if the concepts and metaphors are a bit too complex and hard to understand
Let alone, they're all over the place... I think of maybe fixing them but maybe I'll just leave it since it portrays my mind
THANK YOUU╰(*´︶'*)╯
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