Entrust the rest of my life to you (余生，请多指教)

Marry me

On the weekend, San San took the time to inspect our workplace as usual and gave a pertinent evaluation: "The daylighting is good."

One cup of fruit tea for two, there was a lot of chatter. The tendon of the short circuit in Xiao Geng's brain finally got through, and Xiao Jun finally managed to explain it clearly.

Before the tea was finished, San San received a call to work overtime.

"This labor force is too small, so you might as well change jobs and go to Xiao Zhongyi's company." That Xiao Someone is definitely undesirable.

"Absolutely not!" San San raised her head proudly and said, "Distance makes things more desirable~"

When we entered the subway, it was the peak of passenger flow. As soon as the underground turned, a man and a woman were quarreling quite fiercely. Since the time when the hospital broke up, I feel a little psychological shadow about fingernails flying when women are angry. In particular, the topic of two people arguing is —full of surprises. San couldn't get used to this. Tugging, she grabbed my arm and pulled it aside. I bumped into a man who bowed his head and spilled a cup of freshly made coffee on my foot.

I want to cry out without tears— why do I always get hurt?
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By the time the apartment door was opened, the doctor had already returned from his shift. He watched me jump in and said, "What's going on?"

"I accidentally knocked over someone's coffee."

The Doctor shook his head, washed his hands, and helped me apply for the medicine. He got up and went to the kitchen to wash the fruit. I went onto the balcony and looked out, bored. There were huge posters at the cinema, two blocks away. Wej only went to that place once and watched '33 Days of Break Up' on November 11 last year. Thinking of Wang Xiaojie's last sentence, 'I'm with you,' and San San just now; 'I'm always afraid of being separated from him in the future, I turned to the Doctor who was cutting the fruit and asked, "For two people being together— what's the worst thing you can bear?"

The Doctor didn't expect me to suddenly ask such a question: "The worst thing? The two of us— the worst— divorced?" He hooked his head. "I never thought about it."

I looked at the apple he handed me with a serious expression: "Well, even if you have a problem, if you don't leave, I will stay with you. We can think of all kinds of solutions, and we can also go to the hospital, where science and technology are so advanced."

I still don't know how I came up with these silly words without thinking at that time.

The Doctor was obviously surprised by me and looked at me, he didn't know whether to cry or laugh: "Ah— why do you suddenly want to go there?"

"Today, San San and I saw a couple quarreling in the underpass, and the couple finally said, 'If you can't have a baby, you're not a man!'. We were all stunned at that time. On the way back, San San said that although this kind of problem cannot be said explicitly, it really has a great impact, and many people have broken up because of this problem. At that time, I thought that I wouldn't break up because of that. Even if I found a woman, how many lesbians weren't doing well too..."

The more I spoke, the lower my voice was because I realized that it was impolite to discuss that problem with a  man.

The Doctor chewed slowly and finished eating the fruit. He turned silent for a long time, looked at me, and said slowly, "Lin Zhixiao, marry me."

I looked into his dark brown eyes. How did you jump on this topic?

"In the hospital, a lot of married couples broke up because of an illness. Do you know why your father is especially envious? Because he never thought that your mother would ever abandon him. I envy the satisfaction that is taken for granted, that someone will always be by his side." The Doctor put his hand on my cheek. "Work, children, health, everything. I can't guarantee that our lives will be successful in the future. But I can assure you that, for better or worse, I will be there for you. You can take it for granted, just like Teacher Lin."