My twin's boyfriend

Revelation Part 1

Xyra

One word is enough to BREAK a bond. 

One word that could ruin EVERYthing and at the same time save ANYthing.

One word that could go BEYOND the existence of love.

One word that would question the STRENGTH of your love.

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Trust. 

One thing that when you lose, you'll never be able to regain it again. Or if broken, you can never have it the way it is before.

Parang lata na kapag nilukot mo, hindi mo na maibabalik sa dati nitong anyo. You can never have it the way it used to be.

Every relationship won't last with only love existing. You can't love someone if you don't trust that person. Maraming relasyon ang hindi nagtatagal dahil sa kawalan ng tiwala. O dahil sa pagkawasak ng tiwala.

And an example is what happened between us. Between Henry and I. O baka naman wala talagang US? Cause I was just a REPLACEMENT from the first place. I was just a shadow of my sisters memories.

Everything flashed inside my head like a broken recorder. Repeating all his words inside my thick head.

Making my heart sink more.

I can still remember how I knew everything. Lahat, detalyado pa rin sa utak ko. Kung paano nila ako niloko....

Pinaglaruan...

At higit sa lahat,

Sinaktan...

A Year Ago..

White. Everything's white. Kahit saan ako tumingin, isa lang ang nakikita ko. Puti. Pinilit kong tumakbo pero walang nangyari. Kasi kahit sarili ko, hindi ko makita.

As if I don't exist. As if I was just seeing things. Or am I blind?

Bulag na ba ako kaya wala akong ibang makita kung hindi puti? Kaya ba hindi ko rin makita ang sarili ko?

Oh my gosh! This can't be! Hindi 'to maaari! Ayokong mabulag!!

Naramdaman ko ang paninikip ng dibdib ko but again, I can't see myself. I can't touch myself. So how come I can feel my heart aches?

Bulag na ba talaga ako?

I then tried to speak. But nothing came out of my mouth. I thought, I was speaking so low that I tried to louden my voice. But still, nothing came out of it. I then started to scream. Yelling and squealing without hesitation that someone might get mad at me.

Bakit pa ako mangingimi na magsisigaw gayong wala nga akong makitang kasama ko di ba?!

Nasaan ba kasi ako? Bakit ako nandito?

I tried to remember what happened before. Why I ended up here, in this place, where I'm alone. Where all I can see is pure white.

Pero sumakit na yata ang ulo ko, hindi ko pa rin maalala kung anong mga nangyari. Ano bang nangyayari? 

Tumingin ulit ako sa paligid.. but this time... I saw someone. His back was facing me while he walked towards a door. Again, a white door. 

SInubukan kong habulin siya. I know him. I know him! Kilalang kilala ko ang likod na yun! Ang likod ng taong pinagkalooban ko ng puso ko. The man who captured my heart and freed my soul. The man I'll love for the rest of my life.