That One Letter. Larissa Weems x Reader

Chapter 36- THE Drawer

   The whole night you were snuggled up into Larissa's arms. She almost never let you go, and it was the most amazing and comforting feeling you had ever experienced. Because you never slept too well in other people's homes you often times woke up at night, but not once she had let you go and even at one point you felt the weight of her head pressing down on your chest.

   As the morning approached and the bright sun was finding its way through the window managing to shine directly in your eyes you were awake. As soon as you had completely rubbed the sleep out of your eyes you realized that you didn't feel Larissa's arms around you anymore and when you looked to the side where she had slept she was no longer there. She most likely had woken up earlier and already decided to start her day without you. So to not waste any precious time you could be spending with Larissa you decided to get up and go greet her when the drawers of her night side table caught your eye.

   On each side of the bed, there was a white night table with two drawers. You had always been a curious person by nature and it was hard to resist to not look into them. You tried your best to ignore them, but they were almost like calling your name, begging for you to open them up. So you caved in and reached for the first drawer on your side. You wanted to see what little things Larissa kept there because, at your own home, your night side table was a complete mess. Quickly not to waste too much time you opened up the top drawer to only find it completely empty, so you moved to the bottom one, but that one was empty as well.

   For a minute you contemplated on looking in the other night table thinking that maybe it was some kind of sign but feeling strong curiosity you quickly rolled to Larissa's side and opened up the first drawer to see it filled with all kinds of little things. There were hand creams, her phone charger, lip balm, hair ties, and clips, mostly all things a woman needs besides her bed. So not finding anything exciting you closed that drawer and pulled open the bottom one.

   Immediately the sight you saw made a weird sensation appear in your stomach and in your brain. Right now you were looking at one singular item in that drawer, something that often had crossed your mind as well. In that drawer lay a small purple vibrator. You couldn't believe that Larissa used a vibrator to pleasure herself but at the same time, it made a lot of sense because you yourself had thought about investing in a small toy like that at one point. Just thinking about Larissa using it made you feel all kinds of sensations between your legs.

   Scared of Larissa coming into the room and seeing you gaze upon her toy you quickly shut the drawer back closed and pulled yourself out of the bed. You didn't want to get in trouble already in the first minutes if you were awake. You again saw yourself wearing the same exact shirt you had on the first time you slept at Larissa's house and it made a nice and warm feeling appear in your stomach knowing that Lariss was ready to take care of you even if she didn't have to, but no distraction was about to draw you away from the things you just saw, it was near impossible.

   Feeling a little bit awkward you stepped out of Larissa's mesmerizing bathroom and made your way to the kitchen in hopes of finding her there. You quietly stepped into her kitchen to find Larissa scrolling on her phone. At first, she didn't acknowledge your presence as if you were a ghost so for a brief second you remained standing at the entrance lightly pressing in the doorframe with your side for some balance, letting yourself at least attempt on gathering yourself to act normal as if you never saw that item in her bottom drawer.

   But your thought bubble got burst when Larissas lifted her eyes off her screen to the sight of you staring into the space ahead of her looking almost dead. "Good morning?" Larissa couldn't tell if you were just sleepy and acting weird purely out of tiredness or if there actually was something wrong with you. "G-good morning." You remained standing as you felt Larissa's eyes scan your whole body from head to toe and that made even more thoughts stir up in your mind, "Does she use it...and think about me?" The thought wasn't grossing you out, because you would feel flattered to know that Larissa masturbated and you were the reason she came, but at this moment the situation was something different.

   Larissa noticed you acting a little strange and had all the reasons to ask, "Is everything okay?" "Yes, just didn't sleep too well...I'm a light sleeper." You had a reasonable excuse that didn't place you in a position where you were lying because you indeed felt a little off from not getting the deep sleep you wanted. "I'm not surprised..." Larissa placed her phone on the table as some sort of form for you to come and sit down. "What do you mean?" You gladly accepted her gesture, went and sat down right across the table where Larissa sat. "You were tossing and turning all night not letting me sleep properly either." Now in her hands, she held her coffee cup as her eyes were scanning your tired face which was filled with mixed emotion Larissa couldn't quite make out.

   "You kicked me in your sleep as well." As you heard Larissa express her last night's bother, you sharply from pure reaction covered your mouth. "No...did I? I have never kicked anyone, I'm a calm sleeper...usually. I'm so sorry Larissa..." You immediately felt guilty, you were afraid that from this night Larissa won't want to sleep with you ever again. "It's all right dear...I just want to know if everything is okay with you." Larissa wanted to find out if there was something she should know about you and the reasons for you getting a bad night's sleep. "I'm fine...I'm not used to sleeping in someone else's home besides mine...with someone next to me."  You tried to say it in a way that Larissa wouldn't take it the wrong way thinking you didn't like sleeping with her.

   While this wholesome conversation was going on you had completely forgotten about the whole reason you had been acting strange, it was only then that it came back in your memory when both of you stopped talking and you didn't have anything else to think about. Again you started wondering if Larissa actually used it and if she was thinking about you while doing it, and every time you thought about it you felt butterflies not in your tummy but instead lower in your pelvis making you want to giggle as a coping mechanism. You wanted to giggle about this whole situation as if you were an immature boy going in the third grade and had just heard the word boobs, but actually, you were a grown woman who just simply couldn't take things seriously sometimes.

   "What is so funny?" Larissa noticed you smirking under the table and wanted in on your joke. "Nothing." You brushed it off obviously not ready to tell her your reason because you didn't want Larissa to know you peeked your nose in places you shouldn't have. "I don't think people laugh without a reason Y/n...especially you." You felt that she wasn't about to let this go so easily, but it wasn't going to make you confess to your crimes. God knows what Larissa would do to you if she found out, she was capable of anything and that scared you.

   "Something random that my friend said to me." On the spot, you quickly made up a quick lie that you hoped Larissa wasn't too bothered to dig deeper into. "And what is it if I can ask." She leaned a little bit over the table to show you that she was curious. "Umm..." You began searching through your memory for something funny that your friend might have said to you, "Well..." It felt like torture as if you were being interrogated and you knew it was only your fault because you couldn't be serious for more than a minute. "Come on Y/n...you really can't tell me?" She gave you the puppy eyes, so instead of making your brain work overtime just to find a stupid quote you decided to shut Larissa up by something else, something better.

   Without giving her a proper explanation you stood back up from the chair and made your way up to Larissa. The whole time Larissa didn't let her eyes off you, once or twice her gaze sliding down your body to take in your beauty. Not before long you were already sitting on Larissa's lap facing her not caring that the only thing separating your body from Larissa was the thin fabric of your panties. "You know..." You dragged your finger along her jaw to make her forget her previous question, "It doesn't matter what I was giggling about...just some immature things you won't find amusing...but maybe you will forgive me for not telling you if I do this?"

   Her eyes slid down to your neck to see the hickey she had given you yesterday making a smirk appear on her face, but right now it wasn't about you but about Larissa. So you placed your hands softly on her neck before you leaned in and kissed her. You tasted the bitterness on her lips from the coffee she had just drank making you want to taste them even more. Larissa clearly had given up on trying to push the answer out of you to her previous question and accepted your soft morning kisses. Dragging your lips against hers helped you forget the thought about the purple vibrator in her drawer making you immediately regain the common sense and maturity you had lost for the first moment of the morning.