new beginnings {dahyun x fem reader}

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it's not possible. how did she even get my new number? there's no way. no one here knows my number except for the girls and my parents, no one here knew who i was except for dahyun. how is she back? i'm trying to pull myself together, but i simply can't. the panic was becoming too much. i can't breathe, i can barely balance, i stumbled all the way to my room, and on my way to the dorm i ran into so many people i couldn't even keep count. i was on my bed, and i cried and cried and cried. it felt like my whole world came crashing down. everything she did came back, all those memories, all the trauma that was slowly going away, it's all here. i could feel my phone going off, texts and calls from who knows. i was too scared to look at it, knowing who could possibly be there.

9 missed calls

54 messages

2 voicemails

i read who each was from, 2 from her, and the other 52 from the girls, each one called me, and 2 voicemails were left

"y/n, what happened? we're really worried about you. please call us back." was what jihyo left

"y/n, love what happened? i'm really worried about you, and so are the girls. please get back to us soon. we hope you're okay. we want to help, but we don't want to force you to talk or anything. just please call us or text us soon. please." was what dahyun left, and honestly that made me cry harder

unknown number

glad to know i still hold power over you.

should've seen yourself as you left. embarrassing.

i sobbed, sobbed harder than i ever had before. harder than when she left me. i don't know what to do anymore. i want to tell the girls, i trust them, but i'm scared i could put them in harms way. i don't want that ever. i didn't know what else to do, i picked up my phone and dialed the only person who stayed with me through it all. the phone rang until i finally heard the line pick up

"hello? y/n?"

"mom, please help me i don't know what to do. i'm scared" i said sobbing

"y/n what's wrong? what happened sweetie?"

"she's back. i don't know how, but she got my number, she's taking over my mind again and i don't know what to do. i ran away from the girls as soon as we got back from our trip and i just ran straight to my dorm. mom i can't do this. how does she know?"

"y/n i'm so sorry. i think you should go to the girls, they can comfort you, and if not let them know you're safe, but that you just need some time. do you want dad and i to fly over?"

"it's okay mom, you don't have to. i just am so conflicted, she could put them in harms way, even if it's not physically. she could ruin their image or manipulate them. you know how powerful she is. i can't ruin anything for the girls. they mean so much to me and i'd hate for anything bad to happen because of me."

"but y/n, it won't be because of you. it'd be because of someone who's only purpose is to harm you. you're stronger than her. she's playing mind games with you, i need you to be strong for me, for the girls, i need you to show her who's boss here. it's you, she can't hurt you anymore, you know what she did." i realized she was right, and didn't even notice that i stopped crying. my mom always opened my eyes when it came to things like this.

"you're right mom, i should talk to them. thank you, i miss you and i love you, can you and dad visit soon if we don't travel for their comeback?"

"sure sweetie, just keep us updated on everything! we love and miss you too." and with that she hung up, i thought long and hard about how to bring this up. i just ended up getting up and grabbing my things. i walked until i ended up at the dorms. i knocked on their door, and when that door opened, it felt like my life flashed before my eyes with how quickly mina hugged me.

"y/n, we're all so glad you're here. we were so worried." she said, slightly tearing up. which made me feel guilty.

"thank you mina, can you grab the girls? i want to tell you all what happened." she nodded and i made my way to the living room, once mina grabbed the girls, i was bombarded with hugs. after about 5 minutes, we finally broke apart. dahyun sitting by my side, holding my hand.

"is everything okay y/n?" jihyo asked

"no, no it's not. first, it started when we landed, when i heard some things i didn't want to hear, it put me in deep thought, why was i here, i didn't deserve to be working for you girls, things like that. it really made me question my self worth. i had to battle with my mind about that. i felt my phone go off, and i figured it was from my parents since you all and my parents are the only one's who have my number. when i saw the text, it said 'nice to see you famous. did you miss me?' i started to question if it was a joke or not, so i asked who it was. it said 'don't act like you don't know me, y/n. you love me, i bet you wish you were still with me' at that point i knew it was my ex. i started panicking harder and harder so the second we got back, i just bolted off. once i got to my dorm i just started sobbing uncontrollably, which is why i wasn't responding to anyone. at one point i finally brought up the courage to check my phone, and i saw more messages. 2 from her, saying that she was glad to know she had power over me. i called my mom since she was the only one who knew everything, i told her how i didn't want any of you to know because i didn't want to risk putting you in harms way, but she let me know that there is no power over me because i'm stronger. she made me realize a lot, so i came here." all of their faces have blank expressions, that soon turn to confusion, then worry, then they all bring me in for another hug.

"y/n, you will always have us here with you. we'll never force you to say anything, but just know we're always here. your mom is right, you are strong, and we won't let that dumb girl bring you down. we have each other, and that's what matters." nayeon said, with the other girls agreeing.

"thank you, nayeon. i really appreciate every single one of you." i smiled at them all, and went right to dahyun.

"if you don't want to answer, it's okay, but what exactly did happen with her for it to be this bad?" jeongyeon asked

"it's a long story, but if you guys want to hear it, i'll make it as short as possible" they all nodded and also reassured that only if i wanted to talk about it. i assured them it was okay.