new beginnings {dahyun x fem reader}

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if you had told me that going to new york would result into bumping into my ex, i wouldn't believe you. the whole state of new york has millions upon millions of people, and it just so happened that i ran into her? the girls didn't realize i had bumped into someone and they kept walking.

"hello, y/n. nice to see you haven't changed a bit."

"nice to see you're still stuck up" i argued back

"that's no way to welcome me here" she said

"i have no reason to be nice to you."

"but i'm the reason you are who you are" she flashed a sinister smile, i wanted to fight her with everything in me, but i knew that wouldn't solve anything.

"i am the reason that i am who i am. not you." i went to walk away, but she grabbed my wrist.

"we're not done here, y/n. i told you i wanted to talk" 

"let go of me, i have nothing to say to you, and i sure as hell don't want to hear anything you have to say." i was so angry at this point, my blood was boiling.

"i'm sorry for how i treated you, i shouldn't have done that to you." she tried acting sincere, after she was just a complete asshole to me not even two seconds ago.

"why are you such a liar. you knew what you were doing, you knew that i wasn't going to stop you and YOU took advantage of ME. you knew that i was so blinded by your 'love' that i wasn't going to do anything to stop you from hurting me. leave me alone, and stay out of my life." i walked away, leaving her there. i finally caught up to the girls.

"y/n? what happened? weren't you just with us?" jeongyeon asked

"yeah, i accidentally bumped someone's shoulder and i was helping them pick up their things." i explained, technically i wasn't lying, but i also wasn't giving the full truth.

"you look angry though, did something else happen?" she asked again, i was about to answer, until aly came and grabbed my wrist again.

"y/n, please, i made a mistake and i was cruel to you. you're right, i took advantage of your kindness, i hurt you in so many ways, and i'm so incredibly sorry. i want you back." everyone's facial expressions dropped. it was confusion, anger, and sadness. they couldn't completely comprehend, but they could understand a little.

"sorry doesn't make up for everything you've done to me. it never will. i will never forgive you. i never want to see you again." i said back

"please, just give me one more chance." she pleaded.

"she said no." dahyun said, with her confident and cute english.

"dahyun, it's okay, i can handle it" i flashed a small smile to her

"i messed up, y/n! i want you and only you!"

"well i'm not sorry to say, that i don't want you. i will never want you again." i proudly said

"you will. just you wait."

"you'll be the one waiting. it took me so long to start to move on from everything you did to me. now i know i deserve better, and i have better. you showed me what it was like to be used, to be in a fake love relationship. now i have someone who shows me real and genuine love, one that your cold heart could never feel. i hate you, stay away from me." it was my final straw, and i was so sick of it all. i went to walk away to the girls when she turned me around. she kissed me, i immediately pushed her off of me.

"what the hell is wrong with you? don't ever fucking touch me again." i said while wiping my mouth off.

"don't tell me you didn't feel a spark between us, y/n! it's still there" she's trying so hard, it's really embarrassing at this point.

"i'm not something you can just claim like i'm property. there's no spark, it died ages ago. get over it." i'm so angry that she did that.

"i want you."

"and i don't, now if you would please excuse me, my friends and my GIRLFRIEND will be leaving now." i reached for dahyun's hand and went to walk away

"she'll never love you like i do!" she exlaimed

"you're right, she'll love me better than you" i replied back

"please, she's a big star, you're a nobody. she'll never love you."

"clearly you haven't changed as much as you say." was all i could say, thoughts started piling in, she was slowly getting to me, but i wasn't going to show her.

"y/n is not a nobody." mina spoke up

"y/n is better than you will ever be." jihyo said next

"maybe you should get something hot to warm up your cold heart" tzuyu said, i snickered at her comment

"she is everything to us. everything to me. you will stay away from her. you will never see her ever again. if i hear about anything, you will not hear the end of it. stay away from her, and stay away from us. she is not yours anymore, get it through your head." dahyun said, in somehow perfect english, she clearly has been practicing a lot. she turned around and pulled me in for a kiss. it was full of love and care. obviously i kissed her back, why wouldn't i. i heard the girls squealing in excitement over us, and it was the cutest thing ever.

"she'll realize one day she wants me"

"i've already realized, that i want you..." i paused before continuing

"i want you far away from me." i finished my sentence, and tears formed into her eyes, it wasn't tears of sadness, no it was tears of anger. she lost, and she had no chance of winning. she stormed off and away. we continued our way to the restaurant, and thoughts were storming into my head. was she just trying to get to my head? does she actually want me back? not that i want her back or anything, but it just confused me. she never changed, and it was far too obvious.

"hey love, i'm proud of you for sticking up for yourself, you know that right?" dahyun asked me

"yeah, i do. thank you for being by my side" i smiled at her and went in for a hug, but as i went in, so did all the other girls. it became one huge group hug and i felt all the love and support from them. it was perfect. even though there was a rough patch in the day, they helped me get through it all. i deserve this, i deserve happiness. my happiness is them, and i know i've said this countless times, but i am so glad to have met them and known them. 

we enjoyed the rest of our night together, eating dinner and having a laugh. talking about how much we hated what just happened, talking about how lovely the sites we saw were. everything was serene and calm, after that wreck of an interaction. we ate at an italian restaurant that was supposedly really good, and it actually was. we all enjoyed everything, and then we headed out. we made our way back to the hotel, ready for the next few days.