Breaking him (BxB) 🔞

Chapter 12

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JACKSON'S POV

I was good for long. I tried my best to be the perfect sub. I had followers Ryder's instructions perfectly, barely bratting out, trying my best with all the stupid positions and comands. Literally best behavior ever. But there was something I could not change, I was impatient. And my dom was NOT making it easier for me. I had wanted a full scene for long time, telling him I was ready for everything, that I would be a good boy and safeword if needed. But still he wasn't giving it to me, and I was pissed.

- Jack, baby, breakfast is done. - Ryder informed from the hallway, his hand resting on the bedroom door's frame.

I ignored him and kept my eyes closed, laying on bed and not moving an inch. I heard my name being called and then, after some silence, footsteps started coming closer. I felt strong hands softly shaking me, but I didn't react.

- Babe, I know you are awake, stop it.

But of course, nothing coming out of me. I heard a frustrated groan and then I felt a sharp pain on my left thigh.

- Jackson, I will not repeat myself. Get out of bed, now.

Ryder's voice was firm and scary. I finally opened my eyes, but not to obey him. I rolled over and covered myself with the blanket, before rudely talking.

- Leave me the fuck alone, Ryder.

I expected to have my blanket ripped off my body, loud yelling, maybe another slap or just some stern warning. But I got nothing. Absolutely nothing. I heard Ryder leaving the room and closing the door behind him. I peeked to see if he was actually gone, and when I saw the empty room I almost started crying regretting my actions. I took a deep breath and decided to finally get out of bed, walking slowly towards the living room, where I knew my dom would be. My legs and hands were shaking, my heart was pounding hard and tears were already making their way down my cheeks. I stood in front of him, biting my lower lip. After only receiving silence, I dropped myself to my knees, in forgiveness position with my head down. And just waited. I waited for what felt like a full day. Ryder just wouldn't move. He would stay sat down and quiet. But I stayed in position. After ages, he finally spoke.

- Look up. -he said, and I obeyed. - I'm so disappointed with your behavior, Jackson.

I felt the tears coming back but I didn't hold them in. I let them run freely. We just stared at eachother in silence until I finally couldn't take it anymore.

- Black, please I'm sorry, talk to me, I'm so sorry.

I started hyperventilating and I felt so lightheaded my vision was just blurry. I felt Ryder wrap his arms around me and pulling me up to sit on his lap. I just burried my face on his neck while he shushed me and rubed my back while softly kissing my head.

RYDER'S POV

- Its okay baby, I'm here. Shh don't worry about anything now. I'm here. - I said, slowly managing to calm down my poor baby. - I'm not mad at you I promise. I was testing your patiente because it was your way of showing me you were really good. And you were, you were a very very good boy, okay? -he didn't reply but I knew he was listening - I know what you want Jackie. I promise you tomorrow we'll go to the club and we'll do your first intense scene.

He lifted his head up and looked at me with his beautiful teary eyes.

- R-really? - he said.

I smiled at him and gave him a small kiss.

- Yes baby boy, pinky promise.

A/N Heyyy beautiful peopleee. Short chapter but next is coming soon.

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