[en] hairstyle

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the next day

                                          The forbidden joy.

      What makes me the happiest girl right now? What takes away my focus when I'm trying to read about an ancient Roman named Tacitus? What makes my cheeks smile a bit too much for a bit too long? What makes me feel so warm all I want to do is sleep happily?
      Well, today I tried a new hairstyle, and even though I liked how it turned out, I was insecure about it for the whole day. Does it hide my greasy hair enough? Doesn't it make me look like I'm in my 40s? Is it still in place? Does it even look good on me? And so on and so on. In choir a fellow second soprano told me she really likes it and it looks good. My mood and confidence went flying. What I did with my hair was something actually good! How cool is that!
      As the night is slowly coming, I wanted to show other friends as well, so I filmed a small snap video with the back of my head. Look what hairstyle I just unlocked!  With just four pins and two braids  it's possible to get a little loaf behind my head. So Līga replies, we chat about hair looking like food and about historical styles. So Zita replies and we talk about just four bobbie pins. So Kārlis replies, and I hang onto that... It's not a question, not a misreading, not a joke,... a compliment. 
    Enough to make an insecure Paula melt.

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