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Paris' POV June 28
Today is my fashion show and I'm so excited. This will be my first one since my mother died and I know that she's proud of me. I'm getting dressed now and both of my outfits are black. I don't really like my second outfit but that's the perks that come with being a model. You have to wear ugly things. As my hair was getting styled, my phone buzzed.
Yashi 🤎- Gurl wya?
My hair is getting done Yashi 😑
Yashi 🤎- Lmfaoooo okay we waiting.
Everyone?
Yashi 🤎- Yess
Okay, I'm going out soon.
Yashi 🤎- alrightttt
I left my phone in my dressing room and we lined up to model. I'm the fifth one in line and I'm so nervous.
"You got this baby."
"You're going to do great." I heard my parents say and I nodded. I took a deep breath and it was my turn to walk. I walked out from behind the curtain and my dress flowed when I walked.
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People began cheering for me and I bit on my cheek to keep a straight face. In my opinion, modeling is hard, especially when you have family there to support you and you hear them cheering you on, you want to crack a smile but you can't. Gotta keep a poker face. Just as I turned around, the other model came from behind the curtain.
Once I disappeared behind the curtain, I went to change into my second outfit, which I kind of hated. I changed into that outfit and went back out. Modeling is fun and I'm glad that my mother did some of it when she was younger, so it kind of passed on to me. Also, I'm tall because my mother was 5'9 my dad was 5'10 and I'm 6'0. I don't want any kids but if life happens, and I have kids, no matter their gender, they would like to model.
After the show, we all headed to Mama K's house. Last week she asked what I wanted to do after the show and I said we could just go to her house and do whatever. So she and Grandpa Joe decided to throw a pool party for me. My uncles would be barbecuing and a lot of people would be there.
I know that everyone is proud of me, especially after losing both of my parents in a short amount of time and being suicidal. I'm proud of myself too, for coming this far and not killing myself. While everyone was mingling, I walked off further into the backyard. I sat underneath a tree and looked up at the sky. I miss them but I know that they are watching over and protecting us.
"Are you okay?" I heard King ask from behind me. I nodded and he sat down next to me.
