Grow Old Without You (A Camren Story)

I'm Here

Grow Old Without You (Chapter 7)

AN : TRIGGER WARNING ON VIOLENCE

LAUREN NOW

"Just let me die" I heard Camila say as she was in and out of consciousness. Taylor and I looked at each other, both with tears falling down our eyes.

"No Camz. Don't say that. I'm here." I stuttered as I looked at my now blood soaked hands. "I- I-" I was stuttering now as I looked at my shaky hands. Taylor held my hands together.

"Hey Lo. It's okay. Can you stand up and walk to that corner." Taylor said as she was rubbing my arms as I looked at her, not really registering what she was saying.

"Bl-blood" that's all that left my mouth as Taylor pushed me to the corner.

"Yes, now you stay here as I help Camila okay?" Taylor said as I slowly nodded my head and closed my eyes, putting my hands on my face, covering my eyes. All I heard were footsteps and people screaming around me, rummaging inside the bathroom. I hear more footsteps, and coughing, and gurgling sounds. I hear crying and shouting, but I keep my eyes shut, and try to block everything around me. I hear more footsteps and a gurney, and Camila's hoarse voice.. She's awake now. I keep my eyes shut. I don't want to see anything anymore.

"Let go of me. Leave me here. Let me die, please?" She was crying hard and trying to get off the medic's grip. I hear shuffling and body movements.

"Walking out." I heard one of the paramedics say as they left the bathroom, finally leaving me in peace.

"Lo, come on." I heard someone softly say as I pulled my hands off my head.

"Keana." I cried as I hugged her tight, and sobbed on her neck.

"Hey, it's okay. I'm here. I got you, okay?" She said rubbing my back. Thank God Keana's here. She's all I needed.

"Camila." I sobbed as she hushed me, rubbing my back to try and calm me down.

"I know. I know. Come on, let's get you cleaned up, okay?" She softly said as she lifted me up, bringing me to the bathroom next door. She had the shower running as she undressed me, pushing me inside the shower.

"Camila." I softly said as Keana soaped all the blood off of my hands, scrubbing it with the cloth she saw in the bathrrom.

"I know babe. I got you okay? I'll never leave you. I'm your bestfriend." She said into my eyes and just nodded my head. Camila was my bestfriend, but she cheated on me, making me leave and rely on Keana on everything. She's as much important as Lana and Kara to me now.

"Kara?" I asked as she finished rinsing my hair, and wrapping a towel around me.

"She's with Lana. They're waiting for you. Dinah and the Cabello's are on their way to the hospital now. " I just nodded my head, following Keana to the bedroom. There were sweats laid on the bed and I looked at her confused.

"We're seeing Camila. I need pants." She shook her head and held my shoulders looking through my eyes.

"You're staying here with the kids until Dinah calls me, okay. She wants to make sure Camila is okay before you go with the twins, Okay?" She said calmly as I put on all the clothes in front of me. I sat down on the bed as Keana brushed my hair, taking out the knots.

"Keana, she's so broken. So tired. She's been feeling that way for a while, and she's been hiding it to everyone. She's hurt and she aaid everything was her fault. She's putting herself down. She didn't deserve it." I said as I was playing with my fingers, looking down at my hands.