Love me [jungkook x reader x Taehyung]

chapter 23

[Taehyung's pov]

"Why I never saw you at school or uni?"I asked as she turned toward me and again presented her with the most innocent smile, Today was a great day and I just realized how beautiful it is to spend time with your loved ones

If I ever got married to someone then this is exactly what I want to feel and see. She again turned toward the mirror combing her dark black hair, I love her hair the way they are naturally curly from the downward and always smells like fresh fruits, it's that smell that you want to get wrapped around every single morning

"Why?" She laughed as we made eye contact through the mirror, I was already staring at her but now she finally noticed my gaze
"So that today Jae would've been my son" Hearing my words she chuckled and finally braided her hair and sat on the edge of the bed near my covered legs

"I don't regret being with Jungkook, Only the last five years of our relationship were harsh maybe for both of us, The time when no one even acknowledged me in school that time One of the famous students of our school jungkook fell for me, for a nerd and continued being with me even in the uni. He respected my choices and always stood beside me, Getting pregnant at an early age was not easy, his family didn't want me to continue uni after my pregnancy but jungkook fought with his family for me. He was the most caring guy I ever met maybe we were not just for each other. Left his dream of being a singer for me, and sacrificed his sleep for me to give our family a better future, even working almost the whole day in his office as his dad's personal assistant he always made sure to have Breakfast and dinner with me, Came home during lunch to just spend time with me. In the initial days, his family didn't accept me so those days we used to live in a three-room apartment and jungkook doing various jobs to make sure we both attend our school, he never forced me to work not even at our apartment. He was the son of a CEO who left his mansion and everything for someone like me. After Jae was born his family accepted us, I belonged to a middle-class family so jungkook didn't want to be a burden for my parents so he never approached them for money or anything even in our worst times he h-handled both of us, during Jae's delivery when I was shouting the whole time he was beside me pecking my whole face, no one came during the most crucial time of mine not even my own mother or his mother, the only family I had was him that time, he was crying the whole time seeing me in this much pain that he kept on panicking and the doctor had to scold him every single time. I never w-wanted to end up like t-this" Tears covered her cheeks as a sob escaped her lips and her hands tightly clenched on her nightgown

I went toward her and pressed her head on my chest as she silently cried in my embrace, I used to feel disappointed when she told me various times that she couldn't move on from him but after hearing about their past now it makes sense why she can't move on from him. My hands tightly got clenched around her and I pecked her head a few times. It must be hard for her, She's suffering now. After almost spending every type of human emotion with him how can they break this easily? I've seen her that she's still in love with him, She still hopes that one day jungkook will come to her. This made me realize that everything I shared with Hana was not with my strong feelings, Seeing the pain she's going through made me realize what love actually is

"Y/n I'm here with you. You can use me as his replacement until you feel better. Maybe the bond you created with him will always be special for you but You can create better memories and live again, for Jae, for the people who care for you, and most importantly for yourself. I know it's hard for you but I'm just beside you all the time with my shoulder, you can lean on it, take your anger or frustration on me
Y/n. Give yourself a chance and move on now. Hiding your tears every single time will hurt you more, you don't have to worry about me, I will hold you when you are in a state of vulnerability" My words made her shoulder to ease up as she hugged me back crying more harder. She already told me how her parents were never there for her but for her sister, she was all alone most of the time so maybe after jungkook I'm the man she's leaning on. Maybe that's what our destiny wanted

"Don't hurt yourself because of me tae, What we are? What relationship do we share? We don't know anything about our feelings" Her words pinched my heart, it felt as if her words were showing me the reality, I was confused about my feelings towards her and she didn't feel anything about me and it hurt knowing jungkook still holds a place in her heart but at the same time I know she respects about my feelings and care for me which is enough for me to give some strength to keep trying

I think I've made up my mind now, I think I know what I want in my life I am thirty-five and ready to start a family I'm a responsible man whom she can trust. She can lean on me, she can use me but in the last I just want her to remain with me in my arms.

I broke the as I cupped her face and seeing her this many tears I felt worse knowing I couldn't do anything about it but just wipe them

"Can we try falling for each other? I know you still need time and I'm waiting for you with my every breath. Can you experience a different type of love with me y/n? I met a lot of people in my life but never knew that one day I would meet a woman who's around my shoulder and I will care for her this much that I'm ready to let her use me as much as she wants. If you can love jungkook this much so even some one percent of your love will be enough for both of us. I want us to fall for each other, I want us to forget our past and give our future and present a new start where only you and I will be there. I want my every heartbeat to scream your name, I want to sleep under the same blanket as you every night, I want to call you mine, I want to make you mine in front of countless men, I want to make you feel love, I want to make you see through my eyes at you, I just want to be a star in your sky. Just a single chance and I will prove myself to you y/n. Can you love me? Love me y/n"

As my words ended tears made their way from the corner of my eyes and I attached my forehead to her while our tears were mixing, my one hand was holding her cheek and the other one on her waist pulling her toward me after every breath we took together

"Love me"

I again uttered and I closed my eyes for her response as tears were still flowing from my eyes, I can finally say that I cried for a woman whom I want for myself whom I want to love me

I totally melted when her plump lips got attached to me and our heart beat synced together in a rhythm which I can hear forever. I want to lost myself in her I just want her to

Love me....................

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Tbc~
Love you all 💜💙

This chapter was dedicated for everyone who loved y/n x taehyung so much. This was about taehyung's feelings for her and I hope I somehow was able to express his feelings

After this chapter some time gap is about to come so get ready ! As it's going to get more intense from now on