will we talk? {sam fender}

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sam

hearing lacy sob the way she was broke my heart. i didn't even tell the group i was leaving when i did.

i jumped in the car racing to harry's house, if he has done something to her or said something i'm going to murder him.

"and the biggest news of the day. sam fender and lacy hope have a song coming out on friday!" the radio host announces "it is called will we talk and we could not be more excited! here is selfish by lacy hope now!"

"boy your such a lost cause now your name is crossed off"

lacys voice is so angelic i could listen to it forever, but that can't be playing when she gets into the car. i switch the radio off as i approach harry's road.

i think my heart actually stops beating when i see her sat outside of his house in pieces on the floor.

"shit" i mumble getting out of the car before even stopping the engine.

"lacy" i say falling to the floor with her pulling her into a cuddle, she is crying so much she can't breathe.

"lacy come on we need to leave his house" i whisper, she looks up at me, her eyes puffy and tries to talk but all that comes out is a sob.

i rest my head on top of hers slowly pulling us up off the floor, she falls onto my chest.

"come on it's okay" i whisper walking her over to the car. i shut the door once she is in and get in the drivers side.

"what happened" i say plugging in my seatbelt.

"i-" she starts "he thought i was cheating on him with you" she whispers looking at me.

"what?" i choke out in a laugh, i wasn't expecting that

"he called me a slag" she says her voice breaking. i'm so angry i feel like screaming right now.

my hand tightens on the steering wheel and i start to speed out of the road.

"sam-"

"don't talk about him otherwise i'm going to go back there and hurt him" i growl, i've never been so angry.

another sob escapes her mouth.

"shit i'm sorry i just- i'm just so angry, yous aren't even together and he's treating you like that"

she sniffs and turns away from me and looks out the window

"everyone is at the house" i tell her, her breath gets heavy "let's go somewhere else. you don't need everyone in your hair right now"

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lacy

i haven't been that scared of someone since my ex. it's been a while.

"let's go somewhere else. you don't need everyone in your hair right now" sam says driving down a small road towards the beach.

he parks his car on the side of the road and quickly rushes to my side of the car to open the door for me.

i climb out and look up at him.

"i'm so tired" i croak

"i know, you look it. but if we go back to the house they're only going to ask more questions lac, at least here you can clear your mind up before seeing them" he whispers, wiping a tear away.

"come on. this way" he says leading me to an alleyway, we walk for a while until sam cuts through a bush with me following. we're met with a cut in of the beach that is completely closed off by trees and bushes. completely private.

"i come here when i need to clear my head. i've been coming here since i was 14, i've never showed anyone it before" he says guiding me to a place of sand we can sit.

i sit down and he sits next to me.

"do you want to talk about it?" sam asks me, i shake my head. i'm scared if i talk about it i'm just going to break down again.

"that's ok. do you want a hug?" he then asks, i sniff fighting back the tears before burying my head into his chest.

"i'm sorry" i cry against him as he wraps his arms around me.

"shhh, you have nothing to be apologising for" he says stroking my head.

"i was so scared" i croaked, he looks down at me raising my head to look in my eyes.

"what do you mean?"

"he was so angry. and then he started to push me and i just th-"

"he what?" sam says with more anger building up in him, i place one of my hands on his chest.

"sam please" i sniff, more tears coming to my eyes. i've got a headache from crying so much. i didn't need sam making it worse.

"i'm sorry" he pauses "did he hurt you"

i'm hesitant in my answer, i'm sure there are bruises on my arm from where he pushed me, it still hurts now.

"lacy-"

"i don't wanna talk about it"

"he hurt you. where?" sam asks scanning his eyes over all my visible skin.

i take my hoodie off leaving me in my t shirt, there were 3 large bruises on my arms as well as multiple hickeys on my neck.

"i'm going to fucking kill him!" sam shouts getting up, i quickly get up too to calm him down. i put my hoodie back on.

"sam please stop" i cry as he walks around angrily kicking stones everywhere

"he had no right to touch you like that lacy!" he yells into the cold air, the sun was setting but it's still only march. it's cold.

"i'm sorry" i cry

"stop apologising"

"i'm sorry"