will we talk? {sam fender}

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sam

i unlock my front door furious, i can't believe my own best friend is being this much of a dick. and to sophie, sophie has been with him for years.

"dean!" i yell, i can hear shuffling in the living room making me go in there, he's sat on the sofa with a beer in his hand.

"what the fuck mate" i say to him, he doesn't acknowledge me at all. i walk over and sit on the sofa next to him.

it's not like us to have deep talks so this is going to be awkward.

"sophie turned up at lacys then?" dean asks taking a gulp of his beer. i nod.

"mate it's her body her choice. if she doesn't want a baby she doesn't have to have one, you shouldn't have said that to her, it's her choice and her choice only"

"it's my baby though, that's my kid sam and she just wants to get rid of it like it's nothing" he says, dean isn't a huge crier but right now i can see the tears glistening in his eyes.

"there will be other chances to have kids mate, when your both ready"

"i've been ready for a while sam" he tells me, i sigh at him. he's never said anything about wanting kids before so this is news. we're only 25, our lives are only just starting to get good.

"dean if you really love her your going to come with me back to lacys and tell her it's her choice and your sorry as fuck because i've never seen sophie cry the way she was crying on lacys shoulder"

i see his heart break when i say that last sentence, a tear falls down his cheek which he quickly wipes away.

"your allowed to be upset dean, your allowed to cry i couldn't give a shit. i cry too, we all cry" i tell him placing my hand on his shoulder.

"i love her so much" he says more tears now falling "she's my whole world, and i just always imagined us being married with kids"

"and that can still happen, just not now. our careers are only starting to kick off, you still have another 15 years give or take to have kids"

"when the fuck did you wise up?" dean laughs at me, it's good to see him laugh when he's so upset.

"i've always been wise! i just didn't show it" i laugh with him, dean decides he needs to apologise causing us to get in the car and drive all the way back to lacys.

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lacy

"i always knew dean wanted to be a dad, i just didn't think he would now" sophie says, her tears had now all dried up leaving her face red and puffy.

"do you want to be a mum in the future?" i ask her

"of course i do! i want to be married with 3 kids, but i won't do that if it's not with dean. he is going to be my husband and he will be the father of my kids, just not now"

we're both pulled out of our discussion by sam walking in the front door with dean behind him.

sam smiles at me, i get up.

"i think we should leave them to talk" sam says nudging me, i nod and we leave them, going into my bedroom.

we shut the door and i sigh sitting on my bed with sam next to me.

"god, what a mess" i sigh crossing my legs. sam smiles at me.

"they'll be fine, they always are, they've been together for so long i don't think they would last a day without each other. also if they broke up i would have to move out because there is no way i would be able to deal with dean being the drama queen he is"

i laugh at sam and touch my knee against his.

"your such adults, i feel so immature being with you guys. i know it's only 5 years but it's making a big difference. like sophie was talking about marriage and having 3 kids and shit" i tell sam.

"don't worry they are the only ones that are mature enough for that, look at joe and daisy, they are probably having their third round of break up sex right now" sam laughs.

if i'm honest i was expecting to hear shouting or something from sophie and dean but it's just silence.

"do you think they are okay? i haven't heard a peep from them" i ask sam, he nods.

"they are more of the discussion type of people then screaming at each other, that's why it shocked me so much to see sophie like that. they've never argued bad enough for her to be crying like that before"

"your a good friend" i tell him, he gasps dramatically

"wow have i just been friendzoned?"

"no and you know that's not what i meant. i mean your a good friend to dean and sophie" i laugh, he grabs my hand and pulls me closer to him.

"good because there was no way i was going to let you friend zone me when 2 hours ago you kissed me so good i got butterflies"

i feel myself blushing "oh i give you butterflies do i?"

he gets closer to me causing me having no other place to go except from on top of him, my legs either side.

"how long have you felt like this?" he asks me, his hands tracing around the love heart on my t shirt.

"i don't know, i guess you were a bit of a celebrity crush if i'm honest, last year i had a fat crush on you. even had a pinterest board saved of pictures of you" i admit making him laugh.

"well i'm having to have a look at that lover"

"hey that's my nickname for you!" i gasp "and i deleted it the day we met incase i got a notification from pinterest asking if i wanted to add to the board" i laugh

he kisses me with a smile making me melt on the spot, his hands hold my cheeks.

"what. the. fuck" sophie's voice says from behind us, we both gasp and turn around. her and dean are stood at my bedroom door.

sophie's mouth is wide open where as dean is laughing.

"oh uh hey guys" i say quickly climbing off sam, he's so embarrassed. and so am i.