will we talk? {sam fender}

21

"where are you going?" sam asks me while i'm pulling on my converse in his hallway. i've been kind of living with sam and dean as dean sleeps round sophie's most nights so there is a spare bed.

"oh um, daisy wanted to go out for dinner" i smile at sam. that's a lie, i'm having dinner with harry.

i know i shouldn't forgive him, but he said he's dealing with his anger. i've made a mental promise that i'm giving him one more chance and that's it.

"oh. where you guys going?"

"oh uhh, nando's"

"cute, well have fun. do you need a lift?" he questions, i need him to stop asking me stuff. it's going to become suspicious

"no that's okay, thanks though. i'll see you later lover" i smile before leaving the house, it's not going to take me long to walk to harry's.

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sam

things have been different since harry hurt lacy. she trusts me more, she's more comfortable with me but i don't know if i like it because i know the feeling i get every time she asks for a hug, or every time she asks to watch a film.

it's a feeling i don't want for her. because i don't want to ruin our friendship.

my phone pops up with notifications from our group chat.

dean footballs on
tom no shit
dean omw back home, you guys can come over if you want. i have bud
joe on my way
ruby is lacy home
sam no she's at dinner with daisy
daisy no she isn't?
sam huh then where is she

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she lied to me, lacy lied to me. but why would she lie about where she is? it makes no sense.
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sam lacy where are you? ik your not at dinner with daisy. she's on her way round the house rn with everyone else

lacy sam i'm fine, i don't need to be babysat

sam ok. lmk if you need anything

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"mate she's fine, she's probably just with some friends or something" joe huffs at me, they are all exhausted with my talking about her.

"hm maybe she's gone to harry's" ruby hums nuzzled into toms side

nobody knows what happened between lacy and harry, we told them they got into an argument and lacy decided it wasn't going to work out.

"ooo maybe they made up" sophie agrees with her friend. i sigh

"they've definitely not made up, i can tell you that" i tell them, they all look at me curiously.

"and how would you know that fender? keeping tabs on her? you've definitely got a big fat crush on her" daisy nods at me with a laugh.

"god what is your obsession with me liking lacy" i say with annoyance. i honestly think i am starting to fall for her and it's pissing me off. i don't do relationships.

"because it's obvious you do" dean snorts, oh please tell me he doesn't think it too.

"she's my best friend at the moment that's all"

"whatever"

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lacy didn't come home. i feel sick at the possibility of her being with a man. after harry i never want her to go a near another male again.
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sam you ok? you didn't come home last night

lacy right sam i get you care about me and i'm so thankful for you being there for me but can you stop tracking my every move. your not my older brother

sam you've been living in my house for the last two weeks. you've also been sleeping in my bed for the last two weeks. i think i deserve to know if your ok and where you are.

lacy you'll just get angry if i tell you where i am

sam no i won't. i promise. i could never get angry with you

lacy i'm at harry's

sam ffs lacy

lacy sam he cooked me dinner, then we made brownies and listened to arctic monkeys and then we went to bed and cuddled. he told me he was in love with me

sam you can't actually be falling for him.

lacy so what if i am?

sam you can't come crying to me each time he hurts you though. what if next time it gets worse? what if next time he makes you bleed or worse. i can't live knowing that could be happening at any point

lacy but what if it was a one time thing he done that, and now we fall in love and get married and have 300 kids

sam but what if he hurts you again. i will set myself on fire before i let him do that to you

lacy very sweet of you lover. but idc