𝐇𝐇 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐃𝐄 - Hazbin Hotel

bittersweet

Summary:

A feeling that's bittersweet, yet comforting strangely enough. Just like that silence between them, this quiet that's calming. It was almost like a silent heartbeat in darkness, surrounded by shadows.

But it was also peaceful in a way, once again now.

It was as dark as ever, just like always. That night had that, with a bit of moonlight illuminating everything in sight. In a crimson red shade. Strangely enough, there's a chilly breeze out there as well.

Husk was alone, by himself. He drank that bottle of whiskey. Just like he does, usually. Although he was also lost in thought.

He was deep in those thoughts. In his faded mind. Trying not to think about him. But he couldn't resist it ethier. It was strange. He was thinking for a bit of Alastor. Just about him. Why was he thinking about him anyway?

That's just it. He didn't know why. He couldn't take his mind off him. Thinking just about Alastor lately, that radio demon, who was feared by most. There was just this darkness to him that caused Husk to feel uneasy. Because of that reason, a dark feeling which surrounded him. He knew that they're demons and that's just how they are, but Alastor's darkness was different than anyone else's.

It was just that though. What he thought about, of him, was something else. Something different, that he hasn't felt before. What's wrong with him? Feeling this way.. It caused Husk to claw at that wooden bar, marking it. With his sharp claws. He realized that as he snapped out of it.

Husk walked away from there, heading somewhere else. He goes over to the bathroom, walking in and closing that door behind himself, he even locked it. Just for some privacy.

He was falling into a deep thought once again. Now he couldn't stop thinking about him. He felt like he was losing it, out of his mind. He almost can't take it anymore.

That guy, this radio demon that just got on his nerves, that younger guy. He knew that it was because of Alastor. That's why he felt this way, it was because of that reason. He was feeling all of it, inside himself, deep down within. If anything, he knows why.

"Husker, my dear friend..!"

Husk gritted his teeth, knowing that now. His sharp claws were out. They're clawing at something again. Just to relieve himself of that tension in his nerves. Relieving that stress inside. He scratched and clawed at the wall, causing marks. That was deep in.

He thought about it, even of him. It was just because that guy irritated him. Causing him to feel, like never before. Something that he hasn't done in years, not really at least. He thought that he had lost the ability to love years before, long ago. He was wrong, apparently.

That was what he knew, that he felt something for him. That he may love him. He has feelings for Alastor. Which probably wasn't a good thing, at all. Not that he could do anything about it.

Husk sighed softly, with his low voice. In that slight tone. He tries hard not to think about this anymore. He snapped out of these thoughts in his mind.

He stared at himself, in the mirror and at his own reflection. Into those dark hues, a different shading from his life before. In his past, from so long ago.

Husk walked out of there. He needed more alcohol, just to stop thinking about this or that other male. He still had that empty bottle in between his claws, until he threw it out.

He noticed that there was someone else around, for a second. He turned around, noticing this. Instead of heading over to that bar once again. He knew who it was, naturally.